11.24.2017 : Forgive the tone of this note it gets ugly near the base; but, that is the nature of a glittering pot of gold.
Blessings...A common adage among
professional within the behavioral health field is “performing the
same task in the same way, and expecting a uniquely different outcome
than what has been seen time and time again is “a tell-tale sign of
steeply-ingrained insanity”.
So, for those who have been seeing a
counselor, or worse, a psychiatrist for the past few months, weeks,
and years; and, your situation has grown worse or simply has not
gotten any better, ask them is they would agree with the above
statement. Then, take a long-breath, pause, and know that, once
again, in a community which thrives on “no-holds” barred
capitalism, that you have been “had”. Your service-provider is
feigning concern so he or she might secure a payment for temporarily
assuaging a “feeling”, the same way in which harlots supply
“artificial” experience so they might receive compensation. And,
in each case, if the “troubling urges or inner turmoil” is not
properly addressed or quell, the provision of the “insincere
service” which reduces the intensity of the “uncomfortable”
sensations will be “required”.
And, the consequences for the greatest
economy on the face of the earth, America. Life has brought the
author a great deal of ridicule, being an out-spoken student while in
elementary, middle, and secondary, plus those collegiate years. Oft
has it not been stated that if, by chance, this fool, the author,
would cease talking when a moment of intuitive inspiration struck, he
might net the $10M(US) offerred in a bogus case-study received on
“blue paper” in the early-1980s. A “case-study” that was
purported from Duke University's Talent Search Program and, in
appearance, both paper and typeface, resembled the work of a local
adjunct instructor of economics at a local Jesuit college. Simply,
one of the numerous “case-studies”that were basically
“mass-produced” dribble for itchy academic ears, netting $500.00
each. And, with the nature of the unique allowance made at the local
county housing authority in the late-1970s through 1980s, a small
real estate “nest egg” was build from more government funds,
called section eight. Is not it wonderful how many earn a
“respectable” living in America, and others simply beg the dole
for this or that “unmerited” charity. This being one glimmer of
the dim-light of the myopic American business mind.
We are currently struggling with Asian
interest for maintaining the greatest international economic
influence; such a fight was wrought with Central American countries
during the mid-1900s, and, although not openly spoken of, the
resultant devaluation of the Peso which exceeded the US Dollar in
value on international currency exchanges during those years, has now
sent the citizens of that region heading North for “a better
economic climate”. And, the “political promise” of a wall,
which would likely cost in excess of $10 B (US) from a “salesman”
and “spokesmodel” with $7 B (US).
And, the vantage from this precipice
called nearly half a century in a land of opportunity, a land of
unchecked envy, greed, abuse, dishonesty,.......a land called
America. Life's journey has been a blessing of the melding of a
number of prayers and dreams. These being born of a spirit of social
justice, human equity, plus community reformation and rehabilitation.
Concepts deeply woven within the fabric of the Christian
faith-teaching that is not easily “filtered” from the fabric of
this country's legal code.
And, those past experiences, both
pleasant and painful, that help undergird the foundation of a simple
dream, a better “me,” a better immediate family, a better
neighborhood, a better city, a better state, a better country, and a
better continent, a better hemisphere, a better world. Not perfect,
simply better. Improvement occurs in increments and is slowly
optimizing. The goal is “love and forgiveness” promoting a
“sustainable-peace”. It has never being a gradually increasing
balance in financial accounts, accolades accumulating on a wall, or
meriting “high-dollar” media-spots plus speaking engagements.
And, this a short silloquoy on the lack
of the American business class properly handling it's purse. This in
the area of health insurance payments. As stated, the author has been
ridiculed and parodied for not staying his tongue while in academic
or business settings. And, shortly after mentioning the viability of
titetrating addictive compounds via the use of “properly-dosed”
food substances circa 1983 among local middle school students; that
silly “blue-paper” case study arrived. And, since he has not
heard that last about how he should keep his mouth shut, and he could
net a fortune. Well, the mishaps that have arisen, by the time and
chance which occur in every man's life, placed him under the care of
“medical specialists” who have a “notorious-reputation” for
mishandling medication for “profit”. This includes the practice
of entertainment medicine, soft-core narcotic sales, and other
unethical practices. Such was “well-chronicled” and reported
through the 1970s, with the loss of Elvis and other entertainers,
being “high-profile” cases. And, the cost for a economy,
predominantly-regulated by the business class graduates of the finest
universities in America. Men whose commands are unquestionable, and
doing so, always carries a negative consequence, in a land of “free
speech”, called America.
The boy blunder's slip betwixt a lamb
chop and his lip might have cost a $10M(US) tip; but being classed
with label being placed upon an ever-growing portion of the American
population, he was given an atypical medication, for an illness that
he never had nor will ever have, costing $1.5K(S) per month or every
couple of weeks. This depended upon the frequency, at which it was
given.
Estimating, $1.0K(US) multiplied by 10K
recipients equals $10M (US) in medication cost, alone. This does not
include the cost of the office visit or nurse's services. At least,
10K men, women, and unfortunately, some children have been given this
label and were taking this medication in this region. And, based
upon, historical rates of this “illness” reported in medical
journals before the psychedelic nightmare of the 1960s, only one
unhundredth of one percent of the human population suffered from all
forms of this illness. And, at least three or more sub-types of this
illness exist. With, one being the most popularly diagnosed, whether
for convenience, expedience, or plausibility with the onset of
iatrogenic symptomology.
And, with what should be a fairly
regular rate of occurrence spanning the last five decades, the sum
total of Americans with any type of this “illness” should be
nearer 300M multiplied by 0.01%, which is
3M multiplied by 1/100 or 30K. Yet, if
one calls Blue Cross and Blue Shield, United Healthcare, or the
Department of Health and Human Services, all who have footed some
portion of the many year's of a “single person's” unnecessary
medical bills, they cannot explain “Why they can cover these
'costs'; yet, not met the 'true needs' of others”.
And, it should be immediate apparent
for most; that if medical spending was “well-managed” by the
“business-class”, health services when needed and appropriate
would be available and affordable.
And, wars in Asia, the
“misunderstanding” of character and class, being based upon
“lineage” and not behavior, the “mishandling” and “careless
allotment” of resources, and the “implicities” that any
“intelligent” person can resolve.
If “WE” carefully handled our “OWN”
purse; we would not be frightened of what might be in the “cachet
or satchels” of others. It “WE” studied in the evenings,
instead of “sauffening-down” ale and smoking narcotics until
unconscious while in middle and secondary school, plus college; many
would not be the concerned about what the “author” of those like
him might do.
And, that “aural” memory of a lady
calling an American governmental agency with the simple statement
about the international standard of currency. Its worth is derived
from what provides its backing. She conducts transactions in a
currency based upon gold bullion; she receives payment in a dollars.
What is their value, the strength of an economy of “mishandled
funds”? Their only true worth is the paper and touch of plastic,
signifying their fidelity. And, seeing that the current market rate
for wood pulp and recycled plastic is.....A single transaction,
especially and American-style option, whose contract is purchased
with a note support by a precious metal could require a “proper and
just” settlement of all of Penn's forest in history. Yet, as stated
earlier, most American's are a mixture of German-Irish-Welch men,
100% Nazi, 100% Phony, %100 [ Time Will Never Cover A Debt, If
Permitted. ] Please, excuse the “ethnic” stereotypes.
And, had the “business-class” been
of sufficient character in the late-1970s that they negotiated a
means for “resolving” this “American death shroud”, a
national-debt and imminent bankruptcy, that their greed, hatred, and
violent natures, had woven for this “great and grand” country,
America; “Would the WTC have collapsed?”, “Would the current
“military” be as vulnerable, fighting a war of “cleansing”,
simply one of the many genocides wrought by those seeking control of
this planet?”, ”Would distant memories from comments made among
this very local network, in-bred with “the genetics of perceived
social superiority based upon lineage and skin hue” in this
Mid-Western town, during the mid-1990s, be troubling?” “Would
comments about the teachings in American Christian churches' that our
greatest threat is Islam, and not that of 'spiritual wickedness' in
high places; that most European-Americans are “paranoid” and
become “belligerent” at the mention of any such notion of
“cognitive ability” or “social worth” concerning cultures,
societies, and peoples of the African continent; Simple terms such a
Ramses, Rah, and Isis incite fear arising from ignorance” And, the
“critical comment” with a sufficient perceived betrayal by the
“most dominant, aggressive, and entrenched” political-party of
the business-class, this country might see its first-leader of
notice-ably non-fully European-American heritage; “Would these
memories be “prevading” my mind?”
And, would a man labeled a lunatic
for three decades, whose academic record could gain admission at most
any university in America, including the most selective of Ivy
Leauges, before September 4, 1988. A “wooley-headed” almond toned
fellow who upon waking on September 5, 1988 experienced the most
“unbelievable” and “unspeakable” of medical care at the
“seventh best medical center in America”. Who within ninety days
was told that he was impaired and would never function again.
Yet, he has never ceased completing
tasks others said were “impossible”, as he did before September
4, 1988. Why? How does this happen. A simple faith that “with God
all things are possible” including, “going forth and sinning no
more” and “being perfect as one's Father in Heaven is perfect”,
provided his fellow Americans can tolerate such. Seeing that many
Americans profess Christianity; yet, espouse and promulgate the
philosophy of “people-power”, the false belief that an aggregate
of mankind with sufficient volition of thought, philosophy, or
nationalistic spirit can exert a power greater than the Creator.
Those who have been given a promise and a curse, that if, it be meet
in the Eyes of the Lord, they meet the satan that they serve, and
deal with the brunt of his destructive hatred for them, so they who
feel invincible by measure of gold, wheat, oil, horsemen or chariots,
will bow with a contrite heart and know that a God Everlasting
resides in the far reaches beyond the physical bounds this universe
and touches all the spaces in between. Although, they might never
openly admit such from cowardice. And those who profess a “power of
people collective self-willed action” that ravages the very
proponents of such; A “collective people” who cannot manage its
own purse and must war with others who might be amassing more. In a
“childish” fight of financial-ego; look, I have more pennies in
my jar. The incessant need for a “self-generated” sense of
“higher-standing” and, at what cost!
Who needs “praise” when your
“favorite” might not come home form overseas. And, who will have
the brunt of blame heaped upon him from the shallow community called
America. Mostly likely, the non-European-American. It has been such
since Jamestown 1495 and will be such until a true Christian-faith
and other God-fearing men, women, and children touch America's
callous, callow, kioni-driven heart.
Maybe, if “we” exercised a greater
“self-control” or “self-discipline”, instead of, seeking the
“control” of others, so we might spare ourselves from the natural
consequences of our own “stupid-behavior”, this entire world
might see a “sustainable-peace”.
And, who will claim credit for both the
“negative-destruction” and “positive-production” of these
past “four-plus” decades. “np” is not had for free...
The senseless, headlong, fall of Judas,
what would the purchase price of your “faith” and “integrity”
be?
The “nature” of the American
educational system for any one who has been apart of it....the
evidence in the scenes played out on the stage of American
politics....the “thieve and hooligan”-like nature of a collective
leadership which robs others, wastes its spoils, and robs
again....the “tell-tale” behavior of typical “bank robbers”
who escape with $50K or more during a Friday-night heist and then
waste most of it during a weekend of decadence, spending at casinos,
brothels, bars, and luxury stores.
A country in which a members of a
community can be killed, in the most flagrant or subtlest of ways.
for the slightest perceived insult, that requires strict discipline
for survival; the consequent of “abuse and the ultimate decimation”
of the same for self-disciplined behavior, in the light of the
dysfunctions found in members of the majority community. A “light”
sadomasochistic genocide; and, the consequences. America your
Barabbas was released before the end of the last reconstruction. He
is growing in strength as the numbers of those you want not dwindle.
He offers you the very poison from
which you profit; And, what do you do when your wealth is your
plague.
And, the most poignant memory that life
has taught, Honor truly rest between condemned thieves.
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