Blessings! Born a happy-introvert, those with a peculiar and enigmatic glibness, or the incessant speaking, that is only found during elementary physical education classes or, when one breaches that moat of placidity, are best left in a sea of happiness. The leviathan, lurking beneath, is shielded by leagues and fathoms of still waters that are best not troubled. Many of us, know the nature of such humans, and the larger that they are the more fun other have in agitating for those classic second grade shows, proceeded by the announcement, "fight, fight, fight", and the master of ceremonies closing statement, "he started it; it was all his fault!" And, be careful of bruising a reed or dousing a wick, these are criminal acts sufficient of carrying fifty consecutive life sentences with daily executions. A day of clemency only arises if one those who loathe you are caught in their. Then, one becomes the greatest friend for which a person could ever ask. Until the master of ceremonies can start the show again. Peacefulness....
The author's only most precious life's moments are memories of conversation whether rife and replete with pseudo-pallism, faux-friendship or the acrid act of subtle haughty arrogance of academic-elitism. And, be wary the subtle-writings spun at times, so being unintentional, its simply the relearning of an old "personally-chosen" stylistic choice when writing.
Sharing a final gift, with my birth-parents was a photo of real wealth. It likely brought memories of bouncing upon my birth-father's knee during my second Christmas. After the melanin grew rich and almond, the straight black strands met a standard of intricacy acceptable for my birth-parentage, and those mostly silver-eyes started growing an orange-ish marzipan brown, now more of a "dollar-bill" green, the memorable bouncing that is uncomfortable, yet, a (giggle,gleam)-factory when produced is a tell-tale sign of a first child's existence. If the "finest-nuances" of parenting came with instructions as well-written as Proverbs, Genesis, the Harmony of the Gospels, and the teaching on familial-ties in Obadiah, and the potent message of skill-teaching with a slightest of reference about a "missing book" of this faith-tradition lost in antiquity, this world's families would be much more closely-knit and stable. And, the resultant world community's condition. Ask someone whose opinion would be considered credible.
And, those moments in life are the only payment we receive and give or friends, foes, and (faux,foe) friends, or should that be spelt with a Negroid "fo-friends", the product of a brokenness is speech that was birthed from the subtle-nature of communication which both insulted those who would not permit a quality "speech-style" from some and lifted a community that uses such. So "fo-friends", seeing that some of us cannot muster a fave-five!
And, a "short-pause" and "pitter-patter" along the path of what some feel truly matters might have some "bright gleams" form the most beautiful crest, the amicable mutual aims, and those days of baking soda laced "toll-house" chocolate-chip, raisin, and walnut cookies plus the peroxide on scraps the subsequent band-aid and wide Munster grins.
Where is this world's "true-wealth", when is the last-time that you marveled at your precious, like that deranged character living among catacombs in the Hobbit or the Lord of the Rings?
Did some marauder steal those misty memory?
And, those memories of a "Joyce-ian" epiphany, the remorse of not spending more time with the one who was seeking your attention. And, who is condemned for corporate-public communication with the world's Creator, based upon the fear of ignorance, the criticism of being overly oppressive in the application of the Law that governs its community within its own borders, and long-standing distrust taught by America. And, talking with the Word mentioned John 1:1 (KJV) would likely bring more smiles from fo-friends than wiles. And, this road the world community runs.
And, the moment when we were wise enough that we would read scripture until eye's waters from fatigue. And, those memories of eating at enemies tables and walking in the Valley of Death, described Psalm twenty-three. Those times when ones's eyes glanced, yet did not fully-register, the threat of a predator and His Staff simply lead ones gaze along, the final expected destination reached, in full-safety. And, those streams of tears in private or public service, with fo-friends near than those would dare pray for you and mention such publicly. When the "happy-introvert" becomes the scandalous and most scrupulous among communities which value ingots over their future generation's viability.
And, if life has slide. spiritually beyond one's initial goal, try a Garden moment. It is the one of the inversion the occur in the life of American adults. When adolescent, one might steal away with someone who would forget you faster the a sibbolething "fo-friend" if it meant they suffering in the least-bit stating a word of defense. Taking a short-moment for a peck on the cheek, a clandestine moment of hand-holding, and those dances which do not make any sound accept for the Temptation's symphony in your mind's ear, was often done with the knowledge of parental rebuke.
Pursuing faith is much the same in adulthood. And, the garden moment for those who have dealt with more sin than they would chose for themselves. Those who cannot live such a lifestyle, but could proudly, publicly, and fragrantly engage in the sins that scripture's condemn.
This beautiful garden moment that many struggling rural families of year's past could enjoy; a moment that would bring raucous laughter and derisive comments from those who enjoy large slices of farm-fresh bone in ham, thick porterhouse steaks, and the impermissible, and medically unhealthy, addition of a potato with a large helping of dairy products, the drinks both hard and soft.
And, the unknown, and from a standpoint of a country's traditions and the satanic deception saying the meals of the wealthy are the best, in light of the admonishment about desiring a wealthy man's dainties, and the price he shall and must pay. This might not arise from the fee paid in acquiring the meal; yet, the consequence of he himself ingesting the poisons that accompany wealth. Those who tunnel through decaying plant-matter producing the soft rich soils for planting in their draught, and the unnatural heart and spirit of one embalmed in the a tequila vat, the worm of cankerous intent.
And, the price of enjoying luxuries dainties versus that plenteous, everywhere, and abundant. And, the lesson in Genesis and Proverbs advocating a plant and herb-based diet, which does not include the smoking of a weed that grows most commonly in sewage and rain-water trenches. If someone called a cheeseburger a fresh plum would you eat it regularly? What is it was a person with a bestowed medical doctorate?
And, the beautiful of life that does not permit exorbitant waste, the consumption of items from yesterday's evening, noontime, and morning meals. And, the thought of grits, finely ground hominy, also called farina, oatmeal, rice, possibly some greens, collard, turnips, or mustard, the hopeful purple hull peas, aka, black-eyed peas, and a modest cup of water, plus some juice. Forgive this statement, it is one of the many that prevent my participation in modern medicine, after working as an NIH apprentice at the local medical center while in secondary school and college. The tint in fermented wine, that "mature" in dark cellars and casks for centuries and often cost an "impressible amount", is available in "virgin wine", simply basic red grape juice. This promotes "heart-health" and the "ethyl-alcohol" which accompanies fermented wines damages internal organs, especially liver and brain function. This is why Saul who became Paul said a little wine for the stomach is healthy. How did you hear it? Your life's position might effect one's view.
Does this coincide with the great Janssen, Pfizer, and other grand-gifts of healing that result in more damage. Carefully, review the spoken disclaimers for solving frequent urination, with a pill. When did eight large glasses of liquids every day become supplanted with tumblers, some holding over one hundred ounces. And, that country "horse-sense", when an equus will turn away from a trough after physical-activity, naturalness versus the "religiousity" of unhealthy routine. Unique situations of "physical-exertion" require larger more and the norm is sixty-four ounce for the average-sized person.
And, if you who have not had anyone share a concern of Corinthian's charity of "chapter-thirteen" and life is more insane than one could have ever imagined. And, if a moment in a Garden on Earth would require more security than the American Central Intelligence Agency and the Presidential Secret Service could or would bother supplying anyone or an invisible man cloaking would allow, enjoy this moment! Fix a plate of enjoyable vegetables for the early morning's daily bread. They might not be fresh and steamed, or from frozen, they might simply be poured from a can and warmed. Pray an honest prayer! Be thankful for a healthy meal; one life in developed nations says is "not worth eating", and enjoy at least one meal in His Garden. Ever have one; Life taught the value of doing so, and when shared among those who will not question status quo in faith or society, unless it involves herbs that weeds and the supposed joy of drinking sour mash, hatred, rebuke, and loathing flew in my direction.
And, the miracles that occurred in my life that could occur in anyone's were despised by those who simply cannot accept that the Creator loves the entirety of his creation, human and non-human, with an unbiased love. It such works for what some might deem and call not worth the courtesies extended the bulk of individuals within his community; would it not work for you. You blessing is coming simply trust that it will arrive. The focused sunshine, the "long-lost" appearance of a memorable species of woodland cinch, unseen for decades, whether planted by an unbeliever, in jest, he surely could not control sunlight. It was not a comfort for this author who was unsure of his future, it was for those who have chased after the beauty that you felt his life is, and the promise that a peace yet unknown can be yours!
Now, if my life here or Eternal one falls short of mine desired goal, the blame is mine and mine alone. Why? Another human controlling another's behavior is an impossibility. So, how might guilt rest on someone's shoulders? This should be a obviously ugly use of rhetoric. Pardon, children, woman, and men abducted, abused, and possibly killed? You likely were a willing party, as every rape-victim in history is!
And, be quite happy that one has proven my lack of "intelligence" and have recorded a personal and public "failure" that might be emblazoned in a historical context. Write it down in the very book that those bin of "fo-friends" were admonished that they record the very words spoken, when they conveniently promised this or that plus dismissed me with a hollow statement.
It should be said, being a fine comedic composition-ist, self-deprecating humor is one of arrows in this quiver. And, whether accepted or not Dangerfiled, yea Ol' Rodney spoke a few of those classic quips from the typical adolescent foolishness of Americans birthed from this idiots mouth. Admitting stupidity, ownership of mistakes mine and quite frequently others, and complete failure produced the stream of academic marks that infuriated certain instructor's in the local public school system, in which, he produced the work which so many cannot accept. So, the rebuke and praise are kingly, profoundly, and scripturaly: tied-inextricably.
And, the long-lost memory of water hoses and German shepherds working for the "well-being" of a community that met force with non-violence, a technique taught across the five major faiths, and ever-so, if we, how big is this "human-cluclos" drawn, "we" get serious? The use of forcefulness and threat of violence when a personal's physical-boundaries were breached by a small-segment, and the lesson that man of a similar-mindset and common teaching could see by what still is the "visible" discriminant the proves most devise in this nation. And, that Ol' lesson from Paul about quelling congregational discord.
And, those who might say "prayer transforms things" and the others who are allowed the statement, "prayer changes things", and the crime of an "unacceptable" synonym spat from the lips of the unseen and invisible social dilemma that could not forcibly placed upon its home shores, and the shame that this classic of many Christian churches fits a march more than a the beautiful long-metre of "Guide Me Over, Oh Thou Great Jehovah"..."We have come this far by faith, leaning on the Lord, trusting in His Holy Word, He has never failed us yet! Oh, Oh, Oh, cannot turn around! We have come this far,by faith!"
And, the most important lesson that this experience had by those who call themselves, Black, the possibly out-growth of denied free-speech and self-expression with GQ BLT parades, and the lesson of English that "black" is synonymous with evil and wickedness in a community which is more visible in the dark deep purples of night than other men, the danger that lurk in any community with woodland and marches that might contain feral, hungry carnivores and the distrust common in the meeting of a strangers, and the deeper skin-hues of some men. The "in-bred, branded" hatred that only permitted African composers of hymns and those which were written for such men, only allowed touching the black keys. This birth a language of praise called a penta-tonic scale. Not in that it should be misconstrued with the concept of five associated with satanic worship, touching only the black keys allows "five-tones" with the common septa-tonic scale, do-ray-me-fa-so-la-de-do, which form a linked octave of eight sounds. It most like should be considered a incidental symbolism derived from the five often connoting the number of book of the Law and the evilness in the heart of the Old Plantation South. And, the modern reverberations that ripple in America this day. And, the nature of subtle fights, insults, and hatred present in this era.
That those popular statements of "self-knowledge" found in popular music describing each other in fond-terms such as "honey-dips", "cinnamon", "caramels", "chocolate", and the many other positive terms, denoting ones' truer physical appearance were met with disdain from some in other groups.
The very products that "best-nourish" these strange strands found upon a this "peanut head" and others, often are removed from the market. Combinations of plant oils make it grow like a mustard seed. Yea, a big Ol' Shrub! And, a fellow with such grew dreadlocks past his shoulders, in only a few months, with a mixture of strawberries, bananas, kiwi, and other oils, when his hair never much exceed four or five inches while in secondary school over such time. And, the most dangerous and telling dissertation topic for Washington Univerisity's Brown School of Social Work, "if a man first likes himself, he has very little troubling liking another, regardless of positive and possibly enviable trait, such is a question of 'noble oblesse'." Forgive any misspelling! The memory from older dictionaries disagrees with current "on-line" dictionary, which spell such as "Noblesse oblige". The "full-knowledge" of one's lineage and parentage protended from the Scriptual lesson of son-ship thought by Christ and accepted by certain Protestant denominations, the model of the Luke 11:11-13(KJV) Father and Creator, and the lessons of being shameful of His Name and "familial-affiliation", and the command travel forth and never sin again, plus be ye perfected as the Father is above. An extrapolation of this Unique parentage that many Christians will not try living for a single day with the common teaching the someone's suffering covers your daily "weak-willed" silliness.
And, the knowledge of the more-offish boldness prompting "value for some" of interrogating the teachers, of unquestionable social position and "combative~color", is a classic and quite acceptable method of learning and mastering the skills and objectives needed for properly completing the "work-tasks" of a "high-school, college, and professional school graduate". One proceeding the days of the school of Pythagoras and Christ who use the combination of walking with a discussion groups ospeak off disciplines, beyond the famous twelve. And, value of teachings-religious stated with subtle implicitness connected with the annealing of concepts.
And, if an instructor cannot accept correction, especially when intentionally stating an incorrect assertion. Those great subtle test of the most powerful teachers, including the "gentle" challenge found by a woman called a "dog" in the New Testament and the acceptance of a "correction" by the Teacher, seeing that the most appropriate-term could not be thought of. And, a senseless argument over a claimed blasphemy that likely will arises, the non-stop "gamemanship" of semantics, and the "inexpressible-ness" of man's anthropomorphism-limited understanding of a Divine Nature part a clay vessel.
And, the true message, the value of asking if what was said was intended tactfully, and the "demon-possessed" boldness of challenging such statements as a cost of carrying the "self-proclaimed" social-label of Christian, the social acceptance such buys in an America, fighting the other "black-faiths" of the World's other five majors and some its own denominations, offshoots, and the originally-claimed universal church, Catholicism, at times. And, the results hated in academic settings, why the possible potential of full academic scholarships and the everyday products, both beneficial and not, which some will never publicly admit? If you are interested in seeing real "wealth" read and question the Scriptures, if any religious teacher is wise enough that he will accept such and teach his sheep how such should be done, free of arrogance, with the wisdom of whom should be questioned, at an age when the choice of tolerating potential harm is that of a parent, and the option of choosing the solid foods that he finds which meets his heart's desires although they might be "non-traditional".
And, the unique social parenting and religious approaches. One being, if you really interested in learning of Him, you will find His Cross and follow Him; And, the spoon-feeding at an early age that often continues until one is elderly and the effectiveness and weakness of both approaches, the nature of humanness across this globe and that missed marks in every nation. If you really want water, sometimes you must search for it...Yea, the handmaid!
And, the vehement rebuke against a group who has never believe; one few would dare exclaim in a woodland where archery was taught, yea Enosh. The week of fasting when every days lunch was paid paid, yet uneaten by the author. The collocated memory by insult and those 1978 second grade memories of a scary academic focus, days without lunch or recess, and girls in a classroom taller than the author, the tallest student of any upon entry during the Fall. And, the summer school attendance. with the arts and crafts plus simple tasks of the first few weeks. And, the "cluelessness" of a child without at least a "fo-friend", in class. And, a distant memory of someone saying the classes should have moved between teachers based upon subject. And, a parent asking if he was planning on graduating with his class. And, the only memorable "summa cum laude" written on an elementary report card. And, the research performed throughout third and sixth grade, by whom, the Le Raun who dared suppose that occasionally the hooded rodents would rather conduct research than chase cheese. This suggestive of an intelligence greater than a doctorate of psychology from the local state university system, on the part of the rodent. Yea, knowledge puffs up and divides; and certain children are dealt with in the same fashion as adults for pettier offenses. And, the results that must be a lie! Why?
None of use can truly accept Him in the America! The Plymouth Rock America! The "reservation-system" America. The "Jim Crow" America. The Amendment XV America. The "classic conservatism" must rule America. And, the most beautiful promise, that sight of angelic beings singing....
Of the Lampstands...
Of the Horseman...
And, of the Great Whore that runs rampant and seduces....
Do not take such personally, such a dance requires a "whore-monger" partner-ship.
and, so many promises paralleling past, present, and future events.
Holy! Holy! Holy! Is the Lamb!
And, possibly an epilogical statement call me Judas, call me Anti-Christ, yet, simply read and study the Word, and then ye shall meet He!
Many Blessing Meet Your Repentance And Be Meet For Beatitudes One Cannot Fathom.
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