The Petty-Battles of Life - Will The Lord Set His Heart on Destroying The Wayward Again....

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America...America...America....The threat of nuclear war loomed for decades, when I was a child. Prayer after prayer, evening after evening, year after year, prayers for another bright morning... This should not be an issue for any child....This my sixth grade instructor said....From those days, I remember a pair of vocabulary words...jovial and jocund....these are a pair of words which should be in every child's vocabulary...and, of course, a part of life...actually, these attitudes should be a common daily lifestyle for each adult.....Mirth is medicine for one's heart...

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Scriptural study plus healthy media, with positive spiritual messages, as defined by Philippians 4...provides the medicine the quietens turbulent issues in one's mind's deep recess.

Below is all the petty issues that one must deal with coursing through a subconscious mind, in this modern America, when one must only concern himself with only meeting his needs long enough, that the Maslow-vian triangle undergirding him does not crumble and remains intact....

.....also, remember my life is exceptionally privileged by American standards.....My greatest issue, as diagnosed by an undergraduate. Is that my greatest personal dream is that everyone knows the happiness that i know....In her opinion, I should not give a "hoot" about anyone..,If I am happy, why should I risk it being concerned about anyone else...

Then,I would remain "happy" and might start enjoying other's misfortune,"ooh you pitiful thing...oooh you're so sweet...yes, you're so sweet, aah, what are you fussing about.....aah, it sucks being you...!They continue in the volume next schizo-volume...

The next portion represents another "schizophrenic" novella, episodic and true, if one can accept it...it was written in twelve hours, if it were a comedy..it would be morbid, yet some simply love reading about, Rick Springfield, Vampires, Toronto, 8675309, you got it, and We television's, early pilots about the USA Today Network....and a debilitated or deranged thought pattern....a smile, oh is not that sweet..now that is crazy, I might be "this, that,  or the other", but I am definitely not crazy....If someone starts associating bumble bee drones with an over the road trucker's murderous choice of killing an annoying fly, traveling in erratic patterns, and believes its a worker solidarity issue, that crazy..go crazy..go crazy..go, yet, if one says, looked the fly will not sting....that is fine German engineering....a humans help humans, in ways that violate social norms for survival, as migrant workers...the final-page...is it crazy making mad, zany, forecast.....

A comment that I told a behavioral health specialist, in the early 1990s, was that I dreamt at an age of about three or four, before entering elementary school....that I made a comment that was deemed as exceptional and unacceptable at my age, the "powder-keg" of the early seventies erupted, when a policeman arrived, and asked for me, I remember seeing  everything immediately, "go black", while the police officer was driving facing forward. I was not shot...Yet, I saw scenes of civil unrest and then awoke. I immediately prayed that the world would not end.....I said I suppose that I have war in me......from some of the controversy which swirled around me my l life in this Public School System......Was this Pygmalion,,,,? Very small towns, close-knit business networks, egos, insecurities, the reluctant guard, and....human behavior..competition,,,,the sins of Vietnam...a Golden Era that was not necessarily golden for the privileged majority....a sense that some must control the complaint,,,,

For those of a legally accountable age, what will we do about ourselves....I am childless, I told this same professional that once my life became stable, I might considering marrying and having children, .... When I found work, medications were forcibly increased, especially, if my performance exceed an acceptable level....I do not know the horrible plight the rest of you have with caring for children in this world.......Something tells me that they are praying every day the this world does not end....where these comment only a childish scare tactic....
Does this community know me...do record exist on me in this school system...when did my performance start declining.....

Most folks grow angry..They say everything seems easy for me...They say that I should see how hard it is for everyone else....maybe it was the training that I had in an public school system that neighbored a classic European-only district gerrymander....And, the saddest truth is some hold secret about excelling in the simplest of mathematics skills, such as, keep doing a few developmental math examples in basic arithmetic regularly....at cash registers and such...write an occasional short passage...read scripture, a historical novel...if one masters the basic skills which should be learnt, by the middle of elementary school....

One can learn the basics of picking up a text, at some point, a doing some basic self-learning....The saddest aspect which I have of the competitive, capitalist society is the competition for all the gold stars....I learnt some thing about playing nice, when doing my second tour in a state hospital, that houses folks who can so more genuineness and cooperative spirit in looking out for each other, a the vulnerable among them, such as an adult with the emotional functioning of a kindergärtner who was duped and committed a crime that carried less time than he spent incarcerated, these gentlemen are some of the best-known "documented" serial-killers in this state since the 1970s. My quest for trouncing opponents stopped when a client of the hospital and I taught each other a lesson....He looked like he had an old wound in his forehead and moved and spoke slowly, yet some simple counting techniques that can be described in shrouded fancy mathematical terms, he could learn rather rapidly...he worked slowly, he learned, I did not crush him..those are children's gloves....I threw a games, we played until a five--five in hands of what prisoners commonly call "bones"....I would mount amazing saves and it would be five:five when all said and done....He grew..learnt...then he gave me the scare of life...and he threw a game for a five:five resolution...in retrospect, if he had threw done the last bone violently, and screamt, "Ha! You.....", I could understand after he had dealt with a life of others being offended when he showed a unique intelligence beyond theirs...and, I would likely have been given a clean bill on health...and, his visible Germanic heritage would have been noted in the silly, non-scientific, social rankings occurring in these public institutions....An notion of emotional quotient arose in the late 1980s, and 'I wonder if its inverted. Is the magnitude of the number important, when a higher score signifies the probability of individual survival in a dysfunctional society. This might represent a cheesy Cheeto mentality, yet does community have any significance....A graduate of Warren Brown at Washington University in St Louis, Missouri...says it is simply canine cannibalizing canine...we have chatted for years, and when conversations about Buffet-ish networks in social services for the enriching of the community, results in the rich getting richer and men spending decades at a shelter, real estate networks cooperating with hospitals, shelters, and well-known charitable organizations..I wonder...He said it is a cannibalizing canine world....He said most, if not all, such organizations are legal examples of racketeering...this is a business-oriented state...remember the days of commodity cheese during the 1980s, it is that wonderful soft, velveteen cheddar found in school lunches toasted with butter...for many Americans, it was considered beneath their station having it in their refrigerator, it was the topic of many jokes...it was the product of Wisconsin farmers simply paid for by the government so they could stay in business....it was reported on the news that it was rotting in bins and being dumped in the sea...that cheese was simply swimming with the fishes...and feeding them....we will not make stereotypes about the Republican party who was dominant then....the business-class would not give it away...did someone use psychology on those black Republicans then...notice the capitalization, signifying the evil-quality of greed, "was the ploy, we can save a few million, place some in an "account", and let those poor "................" eat cheese...As for me and my grandchildren we eat at Le Diplomate....the greatest "open problem" in the history of socioeconomics, currently facing America, is the "dollar division dilemma"....If it brought your cherished only child home....instead of a folded flag....One man who taught me a powerful lesson about using strength, had the strength and speed of a professional athlete in high-school: youthful dreams, college coaches, lures, special supplements....he had the class that he did not crush me, when my 185 lb frame met his 320 lb plus girth and power, I grew stronger and marginally competitive....What is animal-istic?What is savage? I have heard comments, those private insults of when will we break this "machine" from about my high-school years...How many "humans" has it cost...? It is troubling when an "animal-machine"  reasons....an adult humans do not....
When an "animal-machine" shares an insight about one of those simple skills learnt in school such as the skill of approximating the product 31267 and 517980 and says that it is slightly greater than 30000 and 500000 which is 15 followed by 9 zeros .... 15000000000 and then throws in an "obscuring"  estimate of 1515786911, and this near Spock-ish result has baffled someone for years...might cost a African-American his future in any state in this country...and, when he grasps this simple skill, the revealer of a secret that is not one of the greatest mysteries among the antiquities, and a skill that would have been shared if asked, that reveler is given more mind-numbing, thought diminishing drugs, so someone might "straigthen-up" tall in their seat, prop their head up like a rooster, and flex a chicken-head comb.....and, always outperform another in a single task...eternally....the cost of feeling that you have won at least
one argument....how low must this "animal--machine" descend in intelligence...,
when you might have won thousands,,,,,

Look, among certain "individuals" the technique called "hitting someone upside the head" is apparently assumed as a sign of intelligence. It is simply the process of "confusing" someone by making them forget a topic of discussion, when it occurs later...This was falsely assumed as a sign of intelligence, a function of "brain volume", as measured by the unquestionable, greats of psychology, [is this the knowledge that a country based on Christian-values treasures?], it was determined by scientific study that certain lower primates, as measured by the great infallible such and such, had "lesser volumes"  than humans, and further scientific study showed that when certain primates, whether human or other "lower" stations, such as chimpanzees would loses control of their bowels, when frightened..this was assumed, as a pair of related factors....So, if a person could frighten another, and they would lose control of their bowels....this was all that a "scientific" genius needed for the "mutual agreement" style proof...that one result proves  this...Do not get me started on the level of "dopamine blockers" tolerated, which induces incontinence as a side-effect endured in a Texas doctoral program...so a collection of doctorate holders, in a myriad of fields, can be satisfied with establishing the a African American who has a credible performance of above average work is a "monkey". Occasionally, a thirty-year old looks senile, when he knits his eye-brows, neurotransmitters that help the cerebral cortex scintillate also help ears function....and, the malnourished state of most graduate students, who are not adequately supported, effect those electrolytes that attenuate the very "fuels" for those ears, eyes, and their vital sense, except "horse-sense"...Appearances, assumptions, an American history....

Does this sound like savagery; is this unfair, have these words frightened your children, can adults talk....Now this is not a hit....these terms might seem confusing for some...one eyes might blurred..this is the problem which everyone experiences when reading some passage with unknown terms or concepts...Did
anyone ever dare look at a college or graduate school text with strange terms and unknown concepts...when  young....did you eyes blur..did you give up...it is not as issue of height of knowledge of depth of thinking....these are stupid, egoistic concepts showing the shallowness of a educational system found in classical tradition established by men in wigs with more powder on their faces than a Max Factor compact, vanities, an educational system where simultaneous discovery and its "mysterious" occurrence is common ...blurry text simply contains unknown terms and concepts...if you view a Philippino newspaper....and try discerning the meaning of words, not knowing the stylistic writing...the struggle would cause blurring....it is not high...it is simply unknown....know if speak some Spanish....and, someone tells you that a dialect of Spanish is spoken in the many places in the Philippines....does the blurring lessen, recognize a word or nearly so... if you open a text in a subject that you marvel at, but do not know...look at the first paragraph of the first chapter, read it and get a reasonable understanding...would you say, "Wow! I never knew that I was that smart!" Do not start bobbling....find the person, child, "animal-machine", or amoeboid with the lowest possible "intellect" and social standing on Earth and see if it shows any signs of understanding such....would you kill it...would you impair it....would you mortally would it..would you in your supreme intelligence make a senseless random gesture...seeing if it understood, and offended your sense of superiority again...try killing or crippling it....this is the litmus test...of ???? ....interpret it as you will.....

 Let's stop and review this one key point, senseless measures by doctorates of fields who might have spent more time studying the intricacies of those 1960s "daisy-chains"....Titles.....Labels...if a doctorate says such is so, does it make it so....and the feeling that baffling or confusing another so they forget a single thought among many....given over an endless stream on concepts, some which interest for them....and some which are unimportant for them view...remember the concept  of hitting someone upside the head...are you confused..did you forget the great thinkers who deemed this...a sign of greater intelligence...did you forget in this long, long, long stream of ideas, was important...well, it was for me....the art of communication with a "sane" person.....if they drift, say, I thought the topic was..they might say..yes..but, I made a slight transition in though....but, on that topic....thanks for reminding me...let US discuss this...this works well if a pair of communicators, who speak the same language,,,,are truly interested in having a conversation....forgive the computing comment.....it have had very little formal training in network communication protocols, but the rapid modern computing nodes on the Internet, WWW, or in a small common LAN can communicate better than most modern humans, by establishing protocols for exchanging small units of information, the equivalent of concepts, terms, phrase, and idioms....if an idea is lost in transit, not properly ordered when received, or lost on the receiving-side, it is re-requested....this primary-secondary communication....it is done with more skill and quality than common human communication....Should these "lifeless?" uncaring, inhuman, creations of fallible humans,....have domain over this planet, seeing that they communicate with more harmony that the children of ????. God or ( )?

This is if we, may I saw that about a single other human, and I might be confused about the whether I ever have been, based upon world standards....may I say that about a person who is not in my immediate social unit of responsibility....family...How large is family....it is a sea of forgetfulness for most believers in America....

Not breaching a sensitive issue, communication impairment is a 'tell-tale" sign of a schizophrenic....remember MLK, his reference was concerning the conflicting ideals of a societal law and the actual practice....those which we all, the US, that makes "we" excel in Unision....the we who hold internalized, personal beliefs that conflict...they cause internal strife, and ambivalence...the love intermingle with an equal portion of loathing...mutually shared among groups historically defined as different, warring, and immiscible, although Christ blood flowed for us all, miscible describes the regular distribution of "differing" solutions in the same container, such a a skein of water that has become wine,....yet, adults cannot change after they expressed that have "felt" the those of the Holy Ghost and Jesus Love,

A work of historical fiction, a short-episodic story by Langston Hughes, gives an account  of a plantation owner, who has a single mistress, and a house full of servants, his wife was not present, she might have perished,,,her name was Korah, this name, as I have been told has a certain common interpretation among West African languages and stems from Eastern African ones....its meaning is self-deprecating, mistress were often chosen in violent ways....this term has traveled through western tongues, such as English....it is a term used more commonly during years of rapid agricultural growth...the love-loathing dynamic...describes a son, pardon me "illegitimate child", who like most children do not know that certain private behaviors should not occur public places.....this boy would be foolish enough the he would run in the stable, it is literature, and exclaim "Daddy!" when the plantation owner was discussing business with other Europeans..The boy would be immediately knocked on the ground with a "fierce slap"...and called a bastard!....the story shared that this boy was the plantation-owners Benjamin...a most loved and cherished son...he saw himself in his eyes...his son was as headstrong...outspoken...bold....the entire county erupted in a Nat Turner-ish fray and unrest....this occurred when this Benjamin, who was granted a unique privilege, conducting a transaction in the post office in the town.... Wealth, family ties, the reason Historically African American colleges were established, for the  descendants of plantation-owners, not for the "field-slave"....choices in America, being in the house or a overworked,weary hoe.....Know thyself.....this Benjamin dared correct the female postal clerk, when she offered him insufficient change....his protocol should have been: enter the office, approach the window, place the post and currency on the counter, take what was given, and exit, do not say a word, do not make eye contact, do not make physical contact with anyone, an accidental bump is deemed unacceptable....he spoke, made, the proper correction....she fainted...he barely escaped the post office with his life, the other customers, men, exclaimed what did he do!...his crime was adding in the negative.....levels of complexity not tolerated from a Benjamin....who was a described as closely, physically resembling "his European father". In slang, "Sometimes it be-is like that"....

This might have been the straw that made my employability deemed impossible by the predominantly European cohort of behavioral health professionals, who dare question the pantheon of European intellects in the sciences, those held in higher esteem, based upon historical measured behaviors, than El-Olam.....This straw that disrupted economic flow, the sustenance of a single person and, a world, if it can be accepted, a straw that might have reaped lives, the result of conflicting human free-wills, all conflicting with God's Perfect Will, all men be saved,...a straw of misconstrued intellectual power, exhibited after a week of slipping in and out of that vessel, donning Castor and Pollux, on a sea of whiteness, the effect of few yellow slivers from a long centipede's orange feet...a rapid dehydration..285 lbs...235 lbs.....a double dose of Tazering.....after skimming 150 pages of Seth Warner in an afternoon, a realizing, if I had learnt the cryptic mathematical short-hand notion in high-school, I would have immediately understood, Oh! Many of these topics were taught before the end of my junior year....it is like the Phillippino script....the frightened look of nurses, an unneeded over-constriction of a blood pressure cuff and a few unneeded defribulation...a overhead camera....the Taser-ings...the problematic lucid speech after falling unconscious for ????...the account of VUMC.....the assertive request for cessation of a medical treatment, that is needed....Why? anyone chest heave when they might have heard truth which they could not handle..did anything pop....a perfect social Contrarian strategy...does this establish intelligence..is it a battle of intelligence...simple solutions from the simple baffling the lettered and esteemed...the wise baffled by foolishness...spiritual discernment versus what the "carnal-nautral-ungroomed" man shall never understand...the quest for more power: financial, computing, and social, when paucity produces innovation, resourceful, when one must ask Lord how will this be possible, what must I do, how can this be achieved.....the straw shown after receiving monthly dosage, after monthly dosage, of numerous psycho-reactive neuroleptics, limiting dopamine and serotin, in a short few days.....lips turning blue, finger tips, food..the bag of potato chips, fresh fruit, and water....requested from a birth-mother and delivered...before the Taser-ing....the remark undecipherable by the Medical Director of those Klaserich...Thou He slay me, yet will I trust Him.....humans do not detect capitalization when heard...and, if he ever spent the time reading Job...I would be pleasantly surprised!...When someone does not say, are you offend...if they hear "evil begets evil".....educated fools..men who understand not Proverbs 6:12-14(KJV)..our scoundrels have a physical manifestation...and are spiritual, ephemeral...understanding this is 95% of the battle....When a man works in conjunction with spiritual forces and calls it, biofeedback.....he is studying the wrong text.....this is a class of physician whom would assume that losing track of a long explanation spanning decades, starting in with a hospitalization that should have never occurred...would constitute tangible "mutually-established" sign of lower intelligence, when Shuette, Shoe-it, Shootie, Shoot, whatever she calls her self besides psychiatrist, can remember the year that this first hospitalization occurred. Did I hit her upside her, Whoops upside her head....Look, this is my assessment of the situtation, she cared as much about me as those offended by comments or my YouTube DeMolay Handshaking Mix......And, the man who escaped the towers by the the mere "time and chance" that the Lord says occurs in every life, or the unique guidance of the Hand of God..his struggles afterward...the families who have mourned.....the assessment, she did not care enough that she would listen...nor did physician Housel who I dealt with in 1991-1995+, consistently saying this treatment is not necessary....I am hoping that I do not embarrass VUMC..If I have understood a single thing, public embarrassment...Look! the boy tries doing everything right, when we lured in our home in the neighborhood, he never moved from the coach in the den or living-room, never crossed a boundary...Look that silly mangy mutt of mine would be all over the house...I cannot speak for the hated..it is costly....if someone does not care enough that they will listen, ask questions, or redirect someone when the conversation derails..do they care about communicating, at all,....a hint of schizophrenia, now, that might sound offensive; it might only be how you hear it.....not how it is intended....

This perceived intellectual insult, based upon, the grand knowledge of modern psychology...was it well-founded?.....would she have been granted an endowed chair at Harvard Medical Center in Behavioral Health, for not being the least-bit concerned about my well-being or  life, simply another never-ending sucker "oooh sweety-kins", maybe this shows the grand intelligence in America.....

My determination, a physician has determined that I shall never work again....the only "long-term" opportunity that I was graciously granted, office cleaning..working with a company called TEAM Software's sister, FBG Services...,and, I was offered that typical con, a position in management at a company that employs mostly minimum wage workers, you have a can-do attitude, you are so bright, and all this after a few months, ahead of a co-worker, African American female, who has more seniority, is looking for a raise, is maintaining a household, and working a second job, the architectural firm staff is simply so accepting of me and my educational background, when I was not called in for an interview, upon applying a year or so earlier, with more measured formal  education than, possibly the CIO, and introduce more computing insecurities within the female IT manager, love that poise, than measurable, and all the oohs and aahs..wait was this creating social tension within a group....for a position that would have been the equivalent amount of work..65-70+ hours..at a salary less than that earned with the weekly hourly overtime...Hunt..Peck...Think...That is the con of such positions,,,Less is More...One Pizza...or a couple of Pizzas..Pizza...Pizza...Little Caesar...Smart Monkey....And, seeing that Team Software is a Microsoft Partner...with a little more feigned racial tolerance....the DNA Storage issue could have been handled
discreetly....The issues of public embarrassment! Certain humans are beyond saving, at least, in economic and professional terms, this property transfer will likely, be discreetly handled in civic court, small claims, when Team Software sues for ownership of any intellectual property on my technical web-logs, ...seeing that I would clock-in, spend a couple of hours on a technical project....take a nap, show-up at my second cleaning assignment early enough that I could clock-out, and get my work and occasionally part of the work of my supervisor done past the scheduled ending time...This is not a poor me story...this is that, if it were not true, it would be a crying matter story, this is absolutely hilarious...in the spirit  of the old phrase, "really-doe...umph!" The only problem with Team Software claiming ownership of the rights on the likely better DNA Storage technique is Google owns the contents on every web-log, or at least they should....I am certain this not of any real consequence...what have losses been in this petty-battle....

See how when some seems offended that one looks over opportunities that others dream of having....it might not be right for them....it is a unique navigation path one must find....Life from another's vantage might shed valuable light on a situation another cannot see....I truly could not have handled the management opportunity....life in the house was not all that thrilling..being among those in the field might be much better...I would never take a management position,  and, especially if it was only a signature power position..I have interviewed with those types, they basically guided by a single senior engineer, who is making all of the managerial decisions...I would rather a head that figures than a figure-head.

Yet, the architectural engineering staff, some of which bit, on that, he just wishes, he were one of us...that be careful about over-working yourself...one might need a vacation...the issues of civil rights and hiring a person, whose skill-level one is well-aware, giving, yet him another task, in a languages, using packages with which he is unfamiliar, performing certain tasks which he has not yet learned, and finding some justification for handing him another person's work, who understands delegation, because she identifies those who have the skills for doing the job....and then disaster strikes...yet, was the promoted project manager demoted after this failed identification of adequate talent, on what was "a maiden" attempt at project management....yet, the consultant, or was it contractor, or was it "grossly-overpaid" temporary employee...on a dare I say  "maiden attempt" at compensated consultation...stegosaurus crytopgrahy, a near steganographic ciphering or orange shag carpet near 1987....if it does not cost anything it must not have value...such as the question who approves project timelines, who demands work must, be done, was some interested in hearing, "I cannot do this, tears..frustration..facing another few weeks or months in a shelter, or on the street, once again so someone can exclaim, "we pooped it, it is  an idiot-monkey"...First, putting a person in a task, which they honestly say, this might not be the best opportunity....and, the client who is fully aware of it...gives more work than officially assigned...Did not I say that the learning curve might be more than I could meet, but I would do my best....and, when a project manager, offers me her work, as soon as, she sees me take my first few fifteen minute breaks, after a few weeks of work, figuring that I am reasonably confident that my single portion of task can be completed in the twelve weeks...I accept it although, adequate testing has not been completed, documentation written,...where does the crime rest on whose shoulders, report a violation of the civil rights act, wait the whights have been acting civil, when they are sincere, they must be fined, such is a violation of American decency.....

That same assignment placed in the hands of an engineer with five or ten recent years of experience with a particular language and its evolution and the associated packages, libraries and such.....maybe three days or less depending upon the knowledge of software architectures, database modeling techniques, and a cachet of "reusable code-snippets" from similar assignments, called the templates...Yet, I underestimate, the time needed, one never knows the intangibles, the life issues, that strong black cup of coffee...why do I feel so sad..maybe it is, something in that cup of coffee, yes I am quite certain...This is memorable, lives which could never have been cost, because a certain class of animal gets thrill when the harms a larger more powerful man, who might have certain strengths, which are enviable....is it David versus this Goliath, it depends upon one's perspective...

Ever see mighty bowanas, from a place such as waxahacthie force a Black panther, that is a feline, who has been a tamed pet since birth, from the back of pick-up, point shotguns at it, all ten or so, of those might big game hunters, dare I say all-European,.... and, went it looks puzzled, and wonders are you playing on tossing me a large spindle of yarn, then the fire at it, wound and  kill it, then do that..We Bad, Uh Huh! Silver Streak struck....And, tell stories of killing a passive creature, whose natural power they would not dare tussle with....that has been taught that he can trust a human....Look, the puma or such did not run...

Interesting, any know about body counts oversea, the bags, zipped up....is that simply propaganda..is this an unneeded war for economic gain...market manipulation....Or, is someone bitter about not being capable of doing something one single tasks.....when it seems....everything was so easy for him..before...did anyone say you will not graduate college...Dr. Tyler..Baylor UMC DFW Fall 1988, can you charge a person, who you diagnosed with a serve debilitating disease after a five minute conversation,....was it my use of must or did Jolene roll by and tell a lie....did you lose any children in a  mother of All Wars, that really should have never occurred....do your itchy ears..like hearing Whites are much smarter than this including the black Whites....think about that one you will sort it old it is a old "neo-logism",,,schism... 

Anyone get tired of me with confidence, Vandy ain't #@$!, who made $#(* that simply can never stink ..smelly oh so pretty  and ever-so siddity....keep oyour hand on my wallet CS department, I am taking a nap....Feeling Rosey, anyone....
It is interesting that when a mixture of exasperation, mis-handled medication, which should have never been given, the overworking that is typical of Whights, collide and someone feels a blade,...the Omaha Community is so nicey-nicey.....I do not watch much television, many in Omaha are insisting that I must do what I am told, they are not interested in a suggestions, the boy follows me and my orders..Such an idiot cannot reason sufficiently for being a part of an control, especially Washington politics, although it might simply be so we can  make them look as if they are part of a terrorist network....

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Well, if the "coloured" Alexander Haig circa 2017 says, hey, the situation is not as bad as it looks, do not worry I am control...I will fix this..would you, personally, worry...would America worry....If he said, I am in charge...We is safe!.....Would President Trump close the can of worms which should have never been opened.....Then, did I make him issue a cease-war action command....or should that be a stop..quit..do not do me like that.....or should it be,

"Look, we have gotten our tails whipped in a battle that we should have never started... We should show the level of class, integrity, and character that any grown man, who has children, any of whom he would hate losing fighting a battle that started in a previous Republican administration....When a person has more might, tolerating small loses although they might be embarrassing, shows the type of leadership a classic conservative and champion of family values, the very ideals which make America the Greatest  Nation on Earth, those which are at the very soul of the Republic Party and its Agenda, the type of leadership-vision that he should have... for the sake of the young children who hear news reports, albeit in their "sweet slumber" and their young impressionable minds struggle with fears of destruction and imminent doom that we as a globe have been working diligently at resolving peacefully for decades..We have seen older arsenals of weaponry, both nuclear and non-nuclear, dismantled, while examining our countries interior infrastructure's stability and ensuring the safety of every American citizen... The greatest cannot win every war that it enters...We were wise enough that we entered with numerous available exit strategies...despite propaganda this action was not contrived, or an effort at manipulating markets, the American agenda is the protection of democratic ideals throughout the globe, so peace, harmony, and economic opportunities flourish......For the sake of America's children and those in the countries in which we are fighting, who might become fast-friends based on the history of wars in the last century....Our immediate goal is meeting with key decision-makers on both sides of the conflict and negotiating a peace-able solution....."
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Pettiness mixed with glimmers of reason below....


In unison '78 second grade....I made you do that...I made you do that.... Jynx....
 I am tired of all this big talk...will some Biscodyl in your cabbage help you understand....all of Texas is watching, Oh are we on camera..Check it out...Check it out...Is not sad seeing grown men cry "Oooh Baby..Look All Those Sweet Tears..." A medic in Desert Storm, that Lightening Blitzkrieg that proved American dominance any military might, the war almost ended before it started....his testimony was that grown men wear shedding tears, when the chemical weapons suits, did not properly seal,  and Saddam dropped a barrage of Scud missiles...now another short-stint of this "repeat-offense of daring accept any kindness or concern from another", in this America, is not the same as fighting in a war-zone.....yet, the strong survive....this natural selection...a person gets "unofficially" one chance at help, at most shetlers in the city....then they are deemed game-playing free-loader....a placed on a special-list....getshard this when tethered "thorough-bred" whipped and driven until it dropped, from a coronary....it usually expels it bowels....frequently before the collapsed, ranking of intelligence....would PETA call UNMC, VUMC, BUMC, CHI-Health same old-Allegiant team, with a new name, like the Ginsu....Ginsu 2000 knives, whose quality did not meet the warranty.....Modesto Medical Center..is this slow enough for you.....for starters....
If ask a question of some called a  scizophrenic