The Lord's Breath That Structures - US!

May this upcoming week be blessed! Genesis states we should subdue and replenish the Earth. We are called husbandmen, tenders of the plant and animal life. But, we sure could learn from the "dumb" and occasionally, assumed "stupid" animal life! Although television misconstrues and misrepresents reality at times, one, of the most interesting examples of cooperation among the same species of differing shades, was seen on educational television in this area in the mid-1980s. Apparently, mankind's "advance" which has disrupted natural migration patterns produced a unique form of cooperation between the small, brown, and "grousey" deer found in the historical temperate grasslands and the taller, plumper, arctic-coloured deer found nearer the polar circle. Well, it seems that survival from the treacherous attacks of the natural, carnivorous predators and the mixture of travel between verdant grasslands and "snow-packed" plains has resulted in the those who hide well in the tall maiden-hair grass and short blue-green blades surrounding and protecting their notice-able lieges; the converse arrangement of protection occurs when in snowy regions. Smart, huh? It keep them alive. Now, who comes so he might steal, kill, and destroy?

One must be careful about believing media broadcast! The next few lines are PG. This I should have put in some of the previous post!

Being nearly fifty and walking among the sins of this life in America, Hollywood tailors media for markets the way General Motors does vehicles. Some of the exploitive films of the 1970s and 1980s that were given a R, restricted, rating, required a state identification card signifying one was over eighteen years of age. One film that depicted a bold, loud talking mack, called the Dolomite, depicted him showing deference for his single blond-haired, blue-eyed harlot who spoke in a "baby-ish" way while he overworked and exploited a slew of afro-crowned, browne-eyed harlots! This was inverted in international markets who would rather see otherwise. Truth be told, little in the American media market has been tailored for the viewing interest of the average African-American. In the mid-1980s, BET made a feeble effort, but it started well, deteriorated substantially. We have never had great programming. Remember the Cosby's, a doctor and attorney, who never taught old Theo how he could budget by the age of seventeen. Now, did they ever let him handle money. That was one of my favorite examples of the subtle parodies in the media. Now, let's stop and be smart about who we deal with this! And, nearly every White-wing Republican would have jumped out of a window and a missile launch would have been called for just west of NORAD, had George Jefferson had mortgage deed burning during the last episode, exclaimed these White tenants work for me now, duck-strutted as he always had, and said, "C'mon Louise, let's celebrate!". Now, for those who do no know, that term Dolomite, was held in high -esteem among the privileged, suburban in American. It was an expensive commodity used in landscapes among the fine house and those that dreamt of being such in the "special" neighborhoods in American. Anyone stroll by the hills in Italy, lately? Are they called the Pyrennes? Well, dolomite stones are as common as grains of sand in the Mohave or Sahara. And, low and behold, a late 1970s classic about the backwood hicks of Georgia was completely different depending upon the
edition seen. The harlot living near the creek had a heavy-set, pot-bellied good 'ol country squire that chased the group of ruffians out of his home with a shotgun, when he walked in on them. One other edition of the film had a stereotypical tall, svelte African American male, a buck, chase the entourage away with a long machete.

The "jokers" in Hollywood film numerous takes, so they might sell a product which anyone with the money who want the media can buy! Now, forgive me for making "light" of  this industry. It is cold-hearted and not a joke! It has destroyed many more lives than it has produced "wealthy" stars. For one, if some well-known mainstream actor has a fortune in US dollars and is nearly unrecognizable without a make-up artists help, why do they not "cash-out" and settle in a modest place. Life being an everyday person, who is modestly healthy and whole, is not that horrible! Remember that country classic by Kenny Rodger's, any career pursuit is a gamble!

Saddest aspect of modern media, most of the corporate giants who distribute and some who produce the most "God-fearing" of music, literature, and film also make available the most unhealthy of pornographies! Let's not forget one who was simply hated because he was an Asian Buddhist, during the Vietnam War, and dared protest pornography in San Fransisco, of the Harvey Milk days! Has life much changed! Can some spot a friend! Is it his complexion, hair-texture, the faith his parent's gave, what he calls himself or his walk? Wait some say, "I know how dogs walk! I know they will follow anyone who feeds them and are friendly! I know that hat they will stay where they can find shelter! A Vietnam Veteran, who worked in intelligence training point-dogs told me that if you hang them from a tree for forty minutes, they will do what they are told, if they can breathe when they are released! I know that they keep coming back and smiling at you after you have abused them throughout the years which you have know them! Man's best friend they are! Wait, a "genius of shockology" once said that the term "God" is inverted! I wonder if he inverts scripture when he reads it? Now, "strange fruit' was hanging on trees in the South, simply because a lady had worked a very long day and decided that she would not move, when a big strong men felt that she relinquished her seat, and find one in the back of the bus. It would be really tacky bringing up color issues, in this modern-area. And, dare I say that while working at local architectural firm in the last couple of years, as an part-time office cleaner so I might fund a "non-profit" web-project, only a few days after suggesting that motion sensors be place on the outside of blind doors and a signal light on the interior, so others might avoid being K.O. the way that I nearly was on many occasions while cleaning, I arrived early one evening and a former nurse, who consults on medical center building projects, memory lend-a-hand, screan we will kill a "n-g-e-" for this. Really. Louisiana hit a few days later! Is that type of reasoning from any African American that embarrassing! I rarely watch news, local or national, yet I catch a glimpse once and a while. How does a police officer make that quick of a 'medical determination"!

Now, on the topic of another troubling thought that keeps surfacing, I spied an article in the early 1990s in this locale about likely the youngest member of my sophomore class. I am not sure, if he was simply assaulted or killed. Or, what the actual issue is? Strange coincidences occur, his name was T Martin. And, of course, an old high-school instructor, had the name G. Zimmerman. The coincidences in life. I entered tenth grade at an old fourteen; I believe he was a young fourteen. I did not read the entire article, but most will not jump on me at nearly fifty years old and around 6'4'' 250lbs. T might have been about 5'3'' in Sky-Force Nikes. The types of soles that do not wear after "four years" of regular athletic activity.

During the first day of an Honors class, we did a quick English grammar review, and as usual, with an outspoken nature, I took the lead in answering. He was overwhelmed by the rapid answers and students, most of which were older than us and bigger than him. And, we were the only spots of chocolate-pudding in the sea of a whipped-cloud. In actuality, many of the students did not answer, and, from the work seen in subsequent weeks, most were not "well-equipped" or prepared. So, they could not answer, as rapidly as, some students. I am quite sure that he was a "fairly-gifted" student being in that particular class. I noticed him on occasion in the halls; I was always in a "deep zone" focused on my daily academic tasks. And, while seeing the television-programming of the "senseless attack" in Florida, memories occurred concerning this article.

Could someone be harmed for simply being of truly average intellect, as we both are. We were simply wise enough, that we complied with authority-figures when asked, did our homework most of the time, probably were both highly inquisitive, and probably watched tons of educational broadcasting: documentaries, Nova, and other such media.That was what makes average "joes" professional academicians.

Now, revisiting the topic of deer, the most unique and realistic dream of being such occurred during those days, in the Fall or Spring of a school year. I dreamt of surviving many Winter weeks; the grass became sparse for us "grousey-toned" deer. It seemed that my body slowly adjusted and my blood became like "anti-freeze". When, after not eating for days, a few green sweet sprigs were found, and without knowing what I saw, an albino-deer of the "same-size" nuzzled beside me and started nibbling. I was completely "spooked" and drove it away.

Without a long description of the days which ensued, the single albino was long gone, deceased or surviving, as an Omega or with a pack whom could accept it.
I was with all of my friends who knew me by name, J. Cheers! The day after seeing that fateful symbol on a "steel-grey" sky, we were eating near a tree; a quaternion, each looking in a direction N, S, E, W. I was so focused on that sweet tall grass. The alarm sounded and "Run, J,B,K,L", we all had simple names!

Well, a pair of woodland tigers snagged me around the jugular, pressure was felt blackness enveloped my consciousness, and that was it! Truth be told, He is equitable, in dreams, as in life! During that Spring, I came across a very, small patch of strawberries and ate nearly all of them, until K,B, or L discovered me.

They said, "J, do not be so greedy! J found strawberries!" Look, the geniuses who claim that they can measure "intelligence", say that such animals are about as bright, as a three or four year old. Remember Sesame Street, "cooperation". Now, look at Genesis !; And watch out for "Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven." This was stated by Christ. Children are quite smarter than adults can accept or will openly acknowledge, when the evidence of such is realize it. Otherwise, the Kingdom of God would not be as such! Few children would find sticking paper in
their mouth and lighting it on fire! Smart! 

Now, many adults who were "stupid" enough that they did the same at some point, in this country, will likely force the same on a child, in fact, their own child who cares enough, that they keep telling them that they should quit.

On the other hand, they could wake up every morning and say, "Look!  I hate you! I expect this amount in allowance for tolerating your nonsense! I demand my college tuition! And, that trust fund better be available by my thirteenth birthday!" The biggest issue causing the conflict is that they "care".

Now, ownership is a "bidirectional" street:

Thou shalt also consider in thine heart, that, as a man chasteneth his son, [so] the LORD thy God chasteneth thee. [Deu 8:5 KJV]

He that spareth his rod hateth his son: but he that loveth him chasteneth him betimes. [Pro 13:24 KJV]

For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth. [Heb 12:6 KJV]

If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not? [Heb 12:7 KJV]

When a child is told, "Look, this is between me and you" upon misbehaving in second grade...And, he assumes he is catching a "wholloping" with the nearest belt! His mistake is reasoning based on history and not understanding what is actually being said!

When, the best twelve year old "body guard" he can find, for walks between home and school out of fear that he will windi up in a ditch, in a neighborhood where he is unwanted! And, the body guard totes his mother's .45 in his lunch-box, but threatens him when his accidental kick of the steel container causes a discharge, and the older child must explain the large hole when in school that day. And, this "simple" boy's father tells the bodyguard's family the same, ownership plus the collective, harmonious community-spirit guided by the Holy Ghost that help secure a foot-hold a decade or so early in Selma, becomes a question! Makes one pause many years later, FO?

So, the question is can one handle the enemy in a me, the one in the unit which should be united. Networks...Human networks...Get ready......

Now, on the topic of child-like genius found among the "simple", "not stupid!", "simple". Pardon, the "weighted" boxing gloves, these are only used on children in America, the adults, wink, nod, and slap each other on the rump with "kid-gloves", and say, now, if you get caught, that is on you! I do not know anything about this. See you at the next "after-party". Who is bringing the "fish bowl"?

This might be that "phantom Ali-like punch"! For, all of those who should have never accepted that "smoke" from your "cool" friends. What did he or she look like? Xactly...the local slang for the Bresslerian colloquialism "gar". What was their personal walk? Has that "devil" let you go? Did you toss that "monkey" on anyone else's back? How many men have you made fall, getting retribution for your own "stupidity"!

Then, keep placing monkies on every back that will accept it. What does this produce, a community which is "jaded and bitter" at a younger and younger age! Scripture says "evil begets evil", King Saul! Pardon the paraphrase, in my "limited" mental capacity, might I say, "Stupidity creates stupidity!".

Folks, it ain't always been this way! If you accept the Scriptures! Every community was not a Sodom; Tyre and Sidon could repent! Nineveh straighten up and flew in formation. And, "stupid and evil" is a dangerous combination for world leadership!

That is an opinion crafted in the "Land of Free Speech". Yet, from life's experiences this must mean that one can reuse a popular class report, until the national language of a country changes.

Where any of those who been laden with monkies "family", your own children....

When questioned, do you always say, "you do not know what I have been through! You do not know what my life is like! You do not know the "hellish" existence that I live...." Be, at least as loving as, the rich man Lazarus! 

Look, forgive me for the Joy the Lord has given me. I told you life has been "Grrrrreat!" Now, shortly before floating on that sea of "white" unconsciousness in 2006, my prayer was that someone or someones, somewheres, who has been struggling for years, doing everything appropriately gets some of the very blessings, which I am hated for having, and enjoy some of what flows from an unfathomably deep reserve of His Blessings! Forgive me Lord, if this interrupted what You were preparing them for! It is not my place that I control others. Yet, if some could only control themselves, where might we all be.... they are called behavioral health professionals! Surely, they know the value of sugar!

Now, this prayers timing coincides with some unique events in my life! If I know my Lord, Our Liege, three folks might be seeing a modest prosperity, my "hometown" could never accept me having.

Now, y'all it sure ain't me with my broken, raggedy, offerings and oblations. Look, if the sight of a golden snake, a creature that has very few positive references in scriptures, can aid a sick community, trust that He might have answered this, which might have been a mutual prayer. And, if you know these "three", let me tell you the touch of that Holy Ghost is phenomenal! Luke 11:11(KJV) Use your blessings wisely! And, the rest, please let them be!

When one has a "half-sies" mentality ( Let US "divy" up this lunch in equal portions ), and he holds very few "material possessions" closely plus will offer others knowledge of various "opportunities" in which he is not interested or not in a position where he can reap the harvest from them, simply, because "silver" and "goal" tarnishes. And, he sees the result of this consistent behavioral pattern, and the  historical response from those, who say, "You never have been without. That is why you will give away what others so readily lie, cheat, steal, and kill for." Wait, at least, seventy hours on that sea of white unconsciousness and possibly, nearly a total of seven days, drifting between this world and that "whiteness" plus a "fifty-pound" body-water loss, all-from centipede venom. In a one bedroom apartment surrounded by many tenants, once wandering in a bewildered fashion for five or so minutes, heard and seen by my neighbor, Ms. Soto, before collapsing on a mattress again, ...  the non-Americans understand this is not that New Jerusalem. Those who have consistently said, this author is the blame for this or that, it is not "my" fault! Those will exclaim that this is the Lord's Justice, because he dared question scripture, as he was taught! How do you read Matthew 5:17-20 (KJV). Would you contradict His Command! (John 1:1) Well, he wonders if this community's back-filling will include a mouthful of gravel!

Trust me, I have never suffered or loss what the vast majority of those outside these borders experience, and many inside these boundaries and this very town.
And, as my behavioral profile from my "marginal" Stanford application's essay will show, I take ownership of group problems when the fans starts throwing of worm-castings, I try uniting the group by accepting "responsibility" for the problem and say that I will do my best at resolving it, without assigning any blame.Then, if a potential solution is found, on occasion many cycles of problem-solving efforts must occur, the key-sentence is "Let US see what we can do about this!"...And, when all is said and done, the closer is, "Look, Tress, [or whoever might the key team member and have the greatest liability], you have done an outstanding job at resolving this! Do I know your family, they look like the same ones who were in the wallet that I bought at TJ Maxx a year ago?" From, the age of kindergarten, not having any siblings until 10, this has been common.

When the dirt starts shooting in every direction and everyone dodges and ducks and the management calls everyone in on a carpet the size of a sample from Stainmaster, fingers head in every direction. This I remember also was part of a conversation held above an Applied Communications Incorporated corporate apartment in 1994 or 1995! I leased this same "lower-floor" apartment, known for a annual broken-pipe during the freeze and thaw cycle, shortly before interning at this TSA company in the Spring of 1996. I dreamt of being a international traveling AZTEC consultant.

ACI "won" a bidding-round for designing the first Automated Teller Machine network in this country. They, and their spin-off companies, control a majority of this network world-wide. Ironically, the man who won the bid was hired by the "first loser", the wealthy interests who became TSA. It seems that they felt that he had a better design for "quality and reliable delivery" of banking services.

Now, he was famous for coming out his garage with a shotgun in a well-respected neighborhood of "multi-million" dollar homes around the early Fall of 1993. It was  "start-up" post-swinging "seventies", the slogan was "we work hard" and "play harder"....Apparently, along the way, one of his "friends" at work
offered him some meth-amphetamines. It seems that some feel this will induce a diagnose-able "insanity", if taken over time. Well, I am not sure if this man is alive  or what his health condition is.

Now, an acrid,  "clowne-ish" twist of fate, that is completely a coincidence, I was attending a local state school, after being shown the door at VU with those subtle country-hints one learns in rural America. When treated like a teammate, one knows he is on the team, despite being on a roster, I was never on the team. Mostly likely, I had become an uncover-able debt in the Sunny Skies of 9/5/1988 on the seventh floor of a tall black tower, near the old science building and library, which was part of the number seven medical school in the country. And, as such, I had been called "insane" for at least five years.

Now, the strangest of coincidences, my eye caught the article about this ACI Principal in the local paper. And, my life's circumstances sent me at a barrage of cops and a SWAT Team through a garage of an ignited home brandishing a deer rifle with a frozen action! The precipitating factors, a percolated cup of coffee, whose tray held a triple dose of Folders or Sanka, the resultant jitters, and a physician who gave me a twenty milligrams of that "classic" Elvis killer that exacerbates the "feelings of nervousness" in amounts over one milligram. Upon on arrival at the hospital, that wonderful dose of a one milligram Ativan calmed my agitation instantly. The same dose that was part of a three tablet combination, which permanently restored my faculties at VUMC on 09.05.1988.

1977 was as far from my memories in 1993, as the Bunger at Safeway about 1974 or 75, at VU in 1988 before the conditioning fiasco, or in future days, keeping account a Prism Resources in 1998, and managing the financials for Breaking Ground Landscaping in 1999. Some my "Clowne Persona" is birthed from coincidence.

And, the egoistic, grandiose, and unbelievable, and unacceptable statement which follows was a distant memory circa 1978 0r 79 of walking near a bank location, that now holds a Joe's Crab Shack with my birth-father and making one of those "simple" obvious statements that might be costing me a "ridiculous price" for simply being helpful. The lines, or queues as the British say, were exceedingly long in most banks, at the time. A single line filtered in and one or more tellers addressed the transactions of the next customer. A run by the bank could be mean thirty minutes in its lobby, in those dinosaur days! Well, children, imaginations, and "simple" intuition...Those were the Battle-Star Galactica, R2D2, C3P0 [protocol android] Days! Robots has captured mens imagination since before the Lost In Space serial of the mid-19690s. We all can draw the conclusion...Coin vending machines, that could process $1 or $5 (US) had been around for a while, in American cafeterias, car washes, and laundromats. Certainly, an engineer in those days of "data processing" could build one that handled simple withdrawals and deposits! These were the most common transactions for most workers.

Look, children are extremely bright, and most adults whose minds are not filled with often needless issues and worries, have the available computing capacity for finding that menu item in 3 pt font of a McDonald's menu
at twenty feet. They very one which one orders nearly every time he visits that eatery. Let them help you. It does not represent a loss of control, signal stupidity, or indicate illiteracy. So, the "menu-hunt" test establishes this! So, if you can look beyond the use of "I". Because, positive notoriety usually coincides with the future rapid "free-fall" of B.I.G. notoriety and the never-ending, negative press coverage. Look, if one has the stomach for it, knock yourself out! I have a delicate constitution! If life points one anywhere, look up for that constant craving Cincinnati! Anyone have a witness!

Mostly likely, someone said, "Hey, I am tired of doing housework, homework, and forty+ plus hour per week piecey-job! Well, Mom! Why do not we get a servant robot!" These have been in production for decades and likely stem from science fiction novels of the 1950s. Much like those "Android-based watches' and that old Tracy detective cartoon! Great-minds! Well, those who can relinquish staking that claim of "first", if it means "lives" will be ruined, might be smart! That is puzzling logic, huh! Never much mastered it. Yet, I took my first course from an Oxford or Cambridge graduate and did not pass!

How smart could I be! Just keeping trying! Course textbooks, and especially, Scripture is much richer, revelatory, and rewarding on subsequent study.
 
Now, many in academia say that they forget the simplest of fundamentals when they advance in learning. So, reviewing the basics is wise, whether in one's profession, man's knowledge or True Wisdom. Start with Exodus 20. And, reading Proverbs 1 - 31, one per day, is wise!

But, all I hear is "Grow up! Do what you are told!"! Here is a mystery. As a child, I was highly-compliant as my academic record shows. For those who chase academic goals, I have "tossed-out" many academic mementos some would cherish and talk about for a life-time! Question? Why do some drop their trophies!? Have you sang that old song, lately?

Some accomplishments and trinkets are not worth having, if one must lie, cheat, steal, and be a quiet and complicit part of the mayhem and murder called "competing". The "how one plays the game stuff" is for children! The Lord's Kingdom is for who...Well hopefully, I grow up and "Get Smart!", as I have been told!

I shall put it like this! When exploring beyond that "hill and dale", venturing in new "uncharted areas", did you ever cross an "unknown boundary" and say, "Wow, that is!" Whether an easy or difficult journey, the conclusion might be, "That is all that here!" The journey taught a lesson, prepared one for the next day, and let one see the "silliness" of certain conquest, considering the long-term cost.



As said, a life of complying with authority worked wonders for reaching goals.
So, I know when being compliant is appropriate and when deviating is wise! I have accepted "poor-quality" advice, not considering the source, traveling that "second-mile" of a dry-river bed with "evil humans". It has had its costs!
 And, during a compliant youth, when I made "simple" statements out of a "child-like" love and concern, I was told that, "What!", when I was, at the legal age of consent, I could do what I wanted...make my own decisions plus deal with the consequences of my words and actions!

Yet, I am nearly fifty! And, all I hear is "Do what you are told!" You would not have these problems, if you listened. Certainly, like when I was offered Steriods and declined during high-school. I would have never seen college-football, or college. A felony drug-charge, such as Steriod-use, prevents one from receiving a financial aid package, although it might be a full academic scholarship. One must discern what is wise from what is sinful.

It might be the issue that we all hate being "figured-out". Europeans American cannot accept hearing intelligent comments from the "duskier" Americans. Some would destroy any and every trace of "dark-toned" African innovation in their homes and lives! They will accept another White European as an expert in a subject without checking credentials. Watch-out for that classic sales pitch, "Look, I will make you this offer, but I would not do it for one of them!" And, when the "town-idiot", whose village does not ever wanting him back, claims that he might have indirectly provided the "original" thoughts on a number of successful products innovations, some in the international markets, simply so he might show that All-Americans might find themselves in a similar "medical" situations, something is amiss with the ruckus surrounding me at times. Why would some scoff and, then, be exceedingly polite, when says credible person says, " I think that he might be telling the truth". Smiles and friendly times occur for a person, whom some feel might have extreme financial wealth on the horizon! Faces, whom I recognize, yet have not seen in decades, seem offended that I do not know their names  or remember the total of twenty-hours we spent talking within fifty years of life. Then, the admonishment comes, why did you not speak with me more. Yeah, it is my fault once again. It seems that I have been type cast as a pariah! It is him! Hate that, Guy! Funniest meeting which I overheard! Now who was that being projected from audience view...Oh, me! It seems that it is most comfortable for many others, when I am hated!

And, as said earlier, why would anyone with any level of social class question an "insane" person about the validity of his claims! it be the same as debating a toddler, in Bugs Bunny PJ's! Uh Huh! Yeah, I did! Na. Na. Na. I am not listen! I did! I did! Uh Huh! Are any monkeys around here chasing their tales...How can we cover these tracks! G, I do not know! Make sure you at least hit the bases! At least, this is the best advice a signifying monkey can give! Any Lions around?

Look, the wisest assessment of human behavior that I ever-heard was this! Most, who obtain wealth, shy away from many of those former common and frequent relationships, Why! People do not change! It is not that the person who accumulated what might not last a lifetime or a decade, yet deemed a fortune by most, has changed, whether he be basically "God-fearing" or "evil".

Those he has known do not change! Extended family members, who I might have seen once in a "lunar-eclipse" of a blue moon, where calling and visiting, when it looked like I might play Div-I athlete. Many thought that the "steriods" offered by a LG was worth it! Considering sources of advice and one's perspectives helps in the "decision-making" process.

And, I am as guilty as the rest concerning hanging out with rich folk! When an extended "family-member" who I likely never sent a birthday or Christmas card or present, during our childhoods, and mine was "Grrreat!", became a member of an NFL family, I was calling more frequently than the Fraternal Botherhood of Police and The Professional Firefighters of America, plus standing on that family's doorstep more often than the Jehovah's Witnesses or a Traveler's Insurance Salesman.

When I heard the summation of "why those who accumulate "large-sums", whom you know, but rarely ever spent time around, do not correspond anymore than they do.", I started shouting 'Amen!" and, did a Pentecostal-style dance of jubilation!"

Some wise woman said "People do not change! People do not change! They forever stay the same!" And, if it ain't been a regular thing for the past few decades! Why fuss with a perfect arrangement! People do not change!" ?Ponder That!

If they did not have a spec of respect for you when you where broke, you will not see any real respect with Hills of Gold from Havilah and all of Bashan red bulls!
And, in light of how we behave,....

"...it repented the LORD that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart." [Gen 6:6 KJV]

What did it say! Now that last verse is not directed at children or youth, your sins are insignificant when compared with most adults! Grown folks, we know us! Know thyself! Do not forget your face, when you walk away from that mirror.

Do not let me reiterate any of those comments about robotic teller's outside the bank buildings. did anyone call Transaction System Architects (TSA)!

Look, if a Luke 11:11, John 3:16 Father disowns us between Genesis 6:6  (KJV) and Exodus 32:14 (KJV)...Look we know US! I need clarification from a highly-qualified behavioral health professional on this, preferably one with a board certification, could the Lord have been diagnosed with a "schizo-typal' personality disorder, based upon its DSM criteria. This is the equivalent of a being misanthrope. Or, does He know US, been exceedingly gracious in dealing with US, and is tired of our "pathetic excuses" and nonsense.

Thought the He loved you know matter what...Well, grow up! Do what you are told! Where! Do you value it! Have you read it?!

This is how one "appropriately" deals with an adult...Offer advice, from his view or perspective, it might be wise or unwise...If the other adult stumbles..."Told you so" are the only words that come from "hateful, unloving fools"...Continuing the "heart-felt" suggestions are a sign of a desire for seeing some semblance of a "God-fearing" community. "Told you so" comes from a false feeling of "proof" that the unscientific, myopic view of a snippet of information from a few sentences here combined with a few yonder thoughts! And, considering how most of the "grown ups" that I encounter, many being medical doctorates from the local state system, "Cause I say so!" covers it! It is like asking a child why her playmates that she treats like human dolls should conform with her every command!.."Cause I say so!" If I do not comply is tantrum time for you or me! Tell you what..When I fit...You fit...We fit! James 1; James 4! Can you take advice from a community computing-dip!

If one's given advice seeks such a goal of harmonious living...one could be making suggestions that help that self-centered "number-one" find some more sugar from a sweet never-ending sucker! This comment comes from the perspective of someone called a "dog" and, pardon the expression, slut, for speaking with others who were not like me! I have been told "that I will show anyone and anything love!". And, it rarely sinks as low as eros; I have been in the Agape and Philo-clouds most of these fifty years!

Would anyone call your church missionary this? That is "slut" or "dog"? What is their goal overseas, raping a community which is already hurting and troubled? Do we see a "schism" in the American faith practice? The wounds of a friend are faithful!

If I tell you that you are the greatest extent of the qualities that you cherish the most! Would you like me...Would you trust me....Would you purchase  this product or that...If I covered you with so much sweet sugar that it made you nauseated....would we be friend or enemies....could we enjoy the capricious sounds of nature in this area of the country with such beautiful fair weather. Read a tad bit farther beyond the scripture about friendly wounds...

If someone shares privately, you are a rather "nice guy", but you should properly re-examine your showering protocol. Everything should be orderly and in proper fashion. You are a "little malodorous". It is a guy and, especially, an athlete thing! Do not sweat it!

Or, here is one for you, your running-buddy, is becoming increasingly 'out-spoken' in these classes, and it is driving some of these teachers bonkers! He is bound for trouble! And, you pause and say, "I am the out-spoken one!".

If someone says, you probably should let the girls win more often, or they will never much like you [athletes are overly competitive and are only thinking of a dynasty, with every competition! ] Yet, this overly competitive nature might be natural protection, like rarely carrying more than $5(US) in a wallet!

 
This is another friendly wound for the South, be careful of what one claims are "special secrets" presented in that "pornographic, blasphemous" film, the Last Temptation of Christ. A film heavily attended a stones throw North of DFW, of TBN fame, where ranches, cars, and hair are big...And, the churches houses are bigger still...when this picture was in its original "theatre-run". Yet, watching Run DMC's Tougher Than Leather required signing a list, before entering the movie, in those days. This hip-hop film had three viewers, when I attended it originally ran...

Plus, around 2003, Fat Albert and Coach Carter, were seen by a smattering of attendees. Albeit, Run is know a "reverend", he and the rest of the popular music group are human. Coach Carter depicted issues had by typical "inner-city" teens.

Now, despite the stereotypes portrayed, mankind in this country has certain highly common "down-fallings". Yet, Does Christ? Who gets the acclaim. Not me, the author of this web-log.

Yet, that last "temptation" followed by one of the greatest lies in history, that [  ] lived a life on earth after [       ], with a wife and children. Proceeded by the scene of [  ] copulating with a concubine. The [ ] are placeholders for He and His Resurrection. This is the only means of conveying the thought, although it is a lie, and reducing the extent of the blasphemous construction. DFW is the "bible-belt" folks, and this is profile of the United States! Well, look at you, folks!

Wear your black, from "shine-in" forehead until polished-toe, let your daytime running-lights "blaze" in that procession that was forming circa 2004!

The country of Free Speech are we? A light is "Shine-in" on Beacon Hill.....

Lord, let Your Light from Your Lighthouse Shine on me...Shine on me.....Shine on me....I wonder if the light from Your Lighthouse will Shine on Me....

The premise was, The Lord's Breath That Structures US...If we were as smart as the "dumb", not "stupid" animals...who the Lord ask that we tend..If we could accept that children are bright, exceedingly so, seeing that they have fewer of life's concern burdening them, than most adults, we might let His Spirit mould US like the wheat fields of Kansas. And, the "unacceptable memories" which shall never be corroborated by a credible source or accepted from a person whose 'out-spoken" nature precipitated many an "ear-tuggings!", "Uh? What was that!" If these many lives are the cost of keeping secrets that brought TSA corporate wealth, possibly funneled wealth fueling this communities growth, and other large and small American interest, who were fortuitously poised in the American markets, with "short interest" on United or other airline carriers plus "long interest" on oil and fuel companies, whether those interest be options, futures, or common stock, I, the author have little-interest in "secret-holding" and simply am through with you, and the aught which ought never have arisen....
Enjoy those store houses or grain....And, the boast of this season, I shall go here or yonder and conduct business...

Oh, as they always say when the mud starts flying off the fan in the workplace...Uh, it was the African-American..He is a big football player..You know the "stupid", highly volatile-type....Here tell he is "insane"...Look would you argue with a medical doctor...He is not like US; We are more of that Travis Tritt crowd..He more a notorious B.I.G. type....Look if it Coloured and has an Afro, it  is a Muslim..I know one when I see one..Now see all those picture of Jesus on church windows and in those college textbooks, who does that look almost like....Right, Right, Right.....You and me, we are Christians.....Trust me, looking for work, I have the perfect position at Central States Indemnity...They are all good-white Christian...Right...Right...Right..Look, I know my friends, let's stop by the pub, we will discuss what we can do about getting more "people" in this role and these Muslims out...Right...Right...Right...Here have a "smoke"!...That boy always gets on my nerve, he ain't the only smart person around....a room full of smart "people" are sitting amongst him.....Why does he dare open his mouth?...Right...Right..Right....I knew when I could tell if one was smart, the "boy" would not open his mouth in the presence of "people" ...Right..Right...Right... a "dumb boy" is a "smart boy"
...Right..Right...Right... that simply proves "the boy" is "stupid"
...Right..Right..Right....QEDMI..And, I tain't intersted in hearing anything else
...Right...Right..Right...For, as I am concerned, I ain't interested bout hearing all these abstract notions bout this that and the other..In need proof, an example, a solid, single example, and far as I am concerned "that boy" has proved that anything that is not near that picture of Jesus in complexion is "stupid"...Right...Right..Right...That proves it by mutual agreement! We need more "people" in this profession! Right......

Now, what if I say, let's try this approach for "supporting Dave Hilbert's premise...Diophantine Equations are solvable..."...Maybe, put a Dutch Wind Mill in the bottle-neck of a car's energy flow....Compress a file of arbitrary-size, until it is "well-less" than a "kilo-byte"...try electro-magnetic shielding so one overcomes the "input = output" cost of the uniting and repelling like charged posts, although a field rise time exists...,this might signal an "untapped, bountiful" source of work that can be done by the undiminished, electric charges that have been interacting since Genesis 1:1(KJV)...Novel concern partitioning..objects, aspects, JAVA, Actionable Data Structures...What do I hear? No... not that "never-was" let alone "has-been" athlete..He is definitely.."insane"....then, I pause and mention that my hearing is flaky nearing fifty, What did Wu say?

And, if I really am interested in being ignored...Can you see Matthew 5:17-20 (KJV) from this author's perspective, we Christians all should be more diligent about following Old Testament Law when we can...Look, I have been thirty years labeled insane, paranoid schizophrenic, bipolar when that label did not stick, and it all started with a diagnosis of the "mild-anxieties" associated "student-athletic" performance in a new, unknown city with a month's worth living expenses had college fell-through, that is high-wire walk without a net...topped by over-training and my unforgettable nurse acquaintance...so, about Matthew 5:17-20 (KJV) ask some one is deemed wise and sane....Then, pass on the Word! This will blow US in shape!

Regards,

Beauregard

- Duke Talent Search 1884 [unregistered, undocumented, "file-13" case study]
- written on Navy Blue Paper.......
- whose images might be profiled on the current Duke site....at last glimpse..It surely was not a representative sample of America..In fact, were any "Americans" on this page Hopi, Choctaw, Hmong, Apache, Cherokee, Lakota, Mohican, Blackfoot, Iroquois, and various more..forgive me for judging an academic "web-site" by its cover...  

Psalm 1; Ecclesiates 7:28; (KJV)

This is a Leprous Region....

Stay Marvelously Blessed!