Friday, December 15, 2017

Roller-Coaster of Love – Say What? Roller-coaster... Wa Hoo a Who a Who....

Roller-Coaster of Love – Say What? 
Roller-coaster... Wa Hoo, a Who, a Who...
Roller-Coaster Of Love – Say What?

Many Blessings. This note, which in similar forms might have arisen in one of the author's previous “web-histories”, summarizes his greatest aspirations and a “limited human vision” of the reward for a life “well-lived”; a roller-coaster of His Love.

[  Please forgive the melding of "carnal concepts with those of a 'much higher plain'". Yet, purging metal is gradual refinement-process. ]

Upon exiting this physical existence, simply the thought of looking through eyes, not tethered, that travel the vast height, depth, and width of His universe seeing the most beautiful of formations “stone, silt, and clay” all that hath been hewn by the Hand of God is quite comforting. 

The "bountiful and beautiful" array of hues emanating from the blends of vapors within "circulating cloud spectra", simply scintillating silverance pressed in the Lord's mint, surrounding planets "well-beyond" the reach of this solar-system, would be a most lovely sight behelt. 

Like a lark on a Spring day, simply flying freely through the visions of cosmic clover and wildflowers painted on galaxies of glenn and dale, the eye of an unfettered spirit, illuminated by the Lord's Son, might visit majesties, myriad and untold.

And, upon reaching that singular place in this existence, free of the shackles of time, before there was "a when or a where" and "a then or a there"; with a child-like giddiness and a heart filled with glee, we shall exclaim again, again, again... Abba, again! May it be!

This is the “child-hood moment" seen on a web-portal nearly a decade ago that inspired this thought or "delusional moment".

“His Love is like a roller-coaster..baby..baby..His Love is like, whoa! oh! [horns please]!”

  • Ohio Player's Gold Album 1970s [sort-of]
  • – Reverberating from Tower Records near Parthenon, TN - April 1989.
  • The “first-step” is a “do-see”, objectively and sophomorishly speaking, then it becomes easier than riding a "cycle" with special-purpose “handle-bars”. And, faith keeps getting easier and easier, although the questions become more challenging. This is "somewhat the same" as secular schooling. Careful, do not skip any prerequisites...Yea, the battlefield is very much the mind...[horns please]

Enjoy this short respite called a Saturday and Sunday!

A all roads converge in the catacombs... 






Saturday, December 9, 2017

Healing Oneself - [ Physician + Client ] : Jehovah Rapha's - Exam


For the physician who feels the "volume" is the best means of maintaining his practice:

If you still consider "Christian Scripture" vital, vibrant, and valuable, your practice's "client-investors" are a means of "income", as well as, a team of oxen serve a farmer, a "work-station" serves a software developer, a set of "oil-paints" serves a portrait-artist, a "pick-up truck" serves a general laborer, a "tool-chest" serves a mechanic, and a "compass and square" serve a carpenter, brick-layer, or other tradesman. Treat them, at least, as well as, the comforts which their service payments provide...especially, in light, of these verse within Proverbs 12...

[2Ti 2:15 KJV] 15 Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.

[Pro 12:10 KJV] 10 A righteous [man] regardeth the life of his beast: but the tender mercies of the wicked [are] cruel.

[Pro 12:11 KJV] 11 He that tilleth his land shall be satisfied with bread: but he that followeth vain [persons is] void of understanding.

[Pro 12:6-7, 19-20, 22-23, 28 KJV] 6 The words of the wicked [are] to lie in wait for blood: but the mouth of the upright shall deliver them. 7 The wicked are overthrown, and [are] not: but the house of the righteous shall stand. ...

19 The lip of truth shall be established for ever: but a lying tongue [is] but for a moment.

20 Deceit [is] in the heart of them that imagine evil: but to the counsellors of peace [is] joy. ...

22 Lying lips [are] abomination to the LORD: but they that deal truly [are] his delight.


[ verse: 19-22 ] An unintentional "misdiagnosis" should not be concealed for "personal-profit", "professional-convenience", "pitiable-apathy"; the bulk of your "client-investors" are much "brighter" than you, physician, might realize or readily accept. In fact, it might be the case, with the nature of rank-vanity, and its "odoriferous-flourishes", married with the abnormal-psychology, that the "basest" of physician might inflict harm from the "pettiest-of-envies" upon spying a "gifting" beyond his own, in a "client-investor" with the "medically-equivalent" label of "filthy". This might a publicly-known "addict", "harlot", "whoremonger", "maniac", for many are private, and thus not so, or someone with a "dirty, taboo, or leper-like" diagnosis, the type where, near proximity raises contagion-anxiety. Many of these "client-investors", within one's practice, could learn the medical-concepts, attain the degree plus certification-standing, plus heal, at rates exceeding yours, had they walked your path in life, seen the same educational-opportunities and exposures, plus enjoyed the various "intellectual enrichment" programs had by the "run-of-the-mill" physician.

The "differing" knowledge-base of your "client-investors" does not suggest that they are "stupid" and should be exploited, it simply means that you, sir or madame physician, could learn from them, as they learn from you. A melding of minds, produces more beauty than a grand medical oracle, pronouncing "medical-tautologies", especially, when the "irrational-human-fear" of the cascade of a single mistake becoming the source of a "career-ending" and "bankrupting" litigation, which will sink one, within the "eternal depths of professional and financial ruin".

Meld, blend, intertwine, learn, glean, weave, fold-in, whisk, mold, shape, hone, whittle, winnow those very attentively acquired sayings of your "client-investors". Those "responses" might be critical in the resolution and alleviation of not only, his symptoms, but, also those of a large portion of your "client-investor" based, and, quite possibly, some, if not, all of your personal struggles. The "private" ones that "professional" dare share not for the "fear" of a plenitude of losses, personal, professional, and public.

And, know that the "lying-tongues" of each era are only for a moment. These fleeting fiery-barbs of satan cast, eventual cool in the wake of His Spirit.

And, seeing that a man's life is only a wisp in that winds that have placed pyramids standing over 3500 metres tall, beneath shifting sands, a moment might last longer than a the soft-billow of one's life-breadth, yet His Justice is still Omnipresent, Omniscient, and Omnipotent, in the midst, of life's unfairness.

So, if one can muster up enough strength, smile in the face of any physician whose longing for a personal reward trumps his "client-investors" well-being. 

These "temporal-falsehoods" concerning one's accurate state of health are "medical dispersions" cast by "professional" physicians practicing, medical care in volume, They spinning compliant, non-combative, non-threatening, non-aggressive "client-investors" around in the revolving-door of a mc practice, each week, month, quarter, half-year or per annum. They simply asks those "patented" questions on a medical "customer-service" representative's, an MCSR's, script, checking boxes on a form; confirming the "sale" of more medicine; and earning a "commission" for "high-production". Not once, do they question or reevaluate their diagnosis, one that might have simply been accepted from a "client-investor" upon the first visit, without validating it with his former physicians or question these former practitioner's medical assessments.

This seems highly unwise, in light, of the length some will travel, including enduring self-harm, for the litigation of the "most" frivolous of lawsuits, including teams of "confidence persons" who visit this region at that looking for a "quick payday".

These "drive-through-window" medical-professionals forget that "work-haste" produces "reward-waste", being that the "net financial return" blinds them against the diminished "return rate on the expenses of 'frantic-effort'".

An undeniable fact is that the "frequently-xeroxed-effort" of an "above-average" rate of return, resulting from a small, quality-investment: be it advice, time, money, or etc., sewn in another's life; pays greater "societal-dividends", when done in volume, than providing the "fast-food"-counterpart of the same.


BRRRZZT! So, that is a month's supply of percodan, oxycontin, and prozac, so you can wash down some giga-sized fries, a couple of apple pies, and our cardiac-classic, a quadruple, with eight slices of melted-cheese, sixteen slices of smoked thick-sliced pepper-bacon, onions, pickles, horseradish, ketchup, spicy mustard, relish, sauerkraut, and blue cheese dressing. Would that be all! Stat!

Over NNN Bllion Served!

Little harm exits in clearing one slate of a "large population of a physician's client-investors". Many other maladies can and must be addressed.

Considering that the "early-detection" of "signs of the future development" of prostate-cancer in men, by measuring the prostate specific antigen (psa) in men, during the early and mid-1980s promised the "near-eradication" of this malady's development, before the millennium.

And, the rate of psa-tests given, these days, should be significantly less than during the years, 1980 - 1995. Yet, likely, it is not. They can be justified based upon age, ethnicity, the "pseudo" genetic-basis of family-heritage, or any other reason, simply so a "medical-provider" can "sell" a service.

In all honesty, if one finds the "quality" medical literature from the mid-1980s, describing the early-interventions given a psa-reading of "nnn", being within the "upper" ninety-seven percent of the population of such, at that time, he would know the "minimum-reading" that would "safely-and-wisely" permit any treatment, "non-invasive" or more "risky".

Yet, what are the "psa-scores" of men receiving treatment these days. Intuition, based upon human greed, the business of medicine, and the nature of "expert-perception", suggests many of these are much lower than the mid-1980s minimum-limit. Why? Medical students, the bulk of whom still party, in that classic-college style, common in the States, listen some in class, frantically crams for exams, from banks of old tests, with answer-keys, and plan on simply surviving with that on-the-job training from a residency. They will do what they are told without much questioning it, or seeking through the old-stacks in the medical library.

So, if the "word on the street" is the minimum "psa-level" requiring treatment is "nn", that is what the majority of medical students, who become professional-physicians will use, especially, if such results, in "extra-income" from medicine, office-visits, or procedures sold.

This is only a "single" instance of a procedure, or exam, whose rate of use should be much less than a few decades ago. Yet, may more likely exist.

23 A prudent man concealeth knowledge: but the heart of fools proclaimeth foolishness. ... 28 In the way of righteousness [is] life; and [in] the pathway [thereof there is] no death.

[Pro 12:1, 23 KJV] 1 Whoso loveth instruction loveth knowledge: but he that hateth reproof [is] brutish. ... 23 A prudent man concealeth knowledge: but the heart of fools proclaimeth foolishness.

[Mat 7:6 KJV] 6 Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you.

Likely, one of the "crimson-coated" swine-hounds of "rapscallion-ville" shall come a nippin at the author's heel's for the statements; such is worth it, if "client-investors" become wiser, arm themselves with Ephesians 6:10-18 (KJV) + Isaiah 59:17-19 (KJV), plus the wealth of "verifiable" medical-knowledge on the www and publicly-accessible medical-library stacks at colleges ans schools of medicine. 

[2Ti 2:15 KJV] 15 Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth.

This is "priceless-advice" study and shew thyself approved...acquire learning and, through "honest" self-examination plus the "sincere" query of others, meet the standard of "being 'highly-conversant' in an area", first in your scriptural-study and second within one's fields of endeavor; be versatile and "well-versed", yet, most of all, show humility, as far as possible, and claim this "unattainable and elusive nature" not.





Finally, on the artistry and "thought-biases" that make Alfred Hitchcock 30-minute television vignette's proselytory.

Much of life's experiences is a matter of how we view them; do we glean positive of negative message from "luke-warm", neither "righteous" or vehemently-wicked media. 







Remember, the classic, likely from the mid or late 1960s, with the small-gal, whose hair shown like golden fleece, combed and softened until silky. She sat in sat in hospital bed, her azul eyes, and inability of understanding why so many ran in fear, upon seeing her.

Her face was bandaged for much of the program, until the final curtain. The "story-line" stated that her physician's were continually performing facial-reconstructive surgery, seeing that her natural "bone-structure" did not permit her appaering the same, as the rest of her community. She was a strange physical anamaloy, in their eyes.

She kept asking, "Why is everyone so afraid? I am that scary looking?"; her only childhood memories were of others, especially children running from her, simply frightened at her looks.

And, in the last few minutes of the "black-and-white" television-short, when the bandages were removed, she looked like a typical small "human" child in very healthy-condition. Plus, she met the American standard of "beauty, comeliness, or fairness" for a child.

Yet, her physicians screamed in horror. That was the end of the "program", seen while under the age of ten. The last thirty-seconds or so were missed.

After reaching his late-teens, the author once again saw portions of this short Hitchcock "film-vignette", and the final-seconds, which shows the physicians faces, with a look of fear upon them. And, they had visages more frightening and twisted than "wild-boars" replete with horns. Yet, they were "humaniod" and walked "upright".

Beauty is an "aspectual-perpective", and avatar of one's inner-self.

What is "lovliness" when societal-norms, are the "fiercely-defended" standard of the "attrocity-of-wickedness". 


And, the commonly-appearing "symbols", at the outset and ending of dreams", those associated with faith and fraternity, providing lessons, both positive, negative, and indeterminate.

And, an interrupted, "well-needed" rest, being concerned, about that cardinal-rule, power off any space heater, before falling asleep. It is "warm-enough" for this time of year, anyway.

The "wind-chill" should be "sub-zero", and the customary "snow-cover" for this region, lasting until early february, seen while young, is not present, and has not been for a couple of decades.

And, the health-care policies of the human-stewards, when concerning each other, and the parable of the wicked-tenants. Collectively, we already have abuses, beaten, and killed His Son, who only asked that we properly care for what we have been given charge, and give the Landlord His portion of the harvest, and the promised consequences...

- Simple?

Enjoy a Season of Blessings; Beatitudes; and Joy Unspeakable...
  

Thursday, December 7, 2017

On Labels | The Misconception

On Labels : Blasphemer | Leper | Rahab | Gadarenes' Legion | Pharisee | Sadducee | Centurion | Syraphonician Woman | The Cost – WE

May the most blest of winter or summer phases be yours. The cycle of seasons vary betwen Northern and Southern hemisphere. The motion of the sun, moon, and stars; plus the associated cycle of "common-weather" patterns, in different regions, was "well-taught" and "well-known", during early elementary school years.

Now, it is seemingly as mysterious as, when a toddler. Most of those textbook-fact are lpost in the greyest matter of this mind.

Yet, what it has learnt of life's journey misled by the attraction of "media" temptions, pet rocks, slinkies, green machines, and the long-term result, that abundance of unhealthy American "degenerate-adult" lusts. And, sad battles fought hoping beyong hope that those sufferong mkight be drug from a trench of dysfunction and "bank balances" determining whom has the advice that merits following. The dollar-stumbling-block and the chase for mountains of gold worth the most magnanimous-figure.

And, the role of labels, effecting this interplay of sincerity and "greed-depravity".And, the trek for labels of honor: doctor, philosopher, successful business-person, leader, winner, champion, dare the author mention any "socially-revered" fraternities or "faith-based" labels. Yet, if life does permit such a label carry it with pride and humility, know that the Messiah is not a respector of persons, as cited earlier. Vanity does not belong in His Kingdom.

Why have you not heard her frustrated rebuke, "she, a siren, has capruted you!"? "Oh, you are the best, the greatest, and deserving of all praise." We all need encouragement; but, if one must deflect it with a gravy-ladel, butter-knife, or icing-spatula, it is over-done.

When this web-history started reaching an international audience and those in this community began accepting a role, by the author in modern computing, that many among his generation who have studied such have played. On more than one ocassion, he heard a "shrilly female scream", "I am vanity; I hate Jesus!" This migh have been a neighbor having "what she percieved as fun" with a Christian man. Many fell that such is for childen yet would never say so, It is that old dialogue, "that sounds nice, but the world is much diffetent and I must survive".

Yet, while working on refocusing priorities, the author flooded his environment with the healthiest Christian media that he could find; and, being "well-known", or particulary "well-liked" or "well-thought-of" is of littler consequence. Nice words ate pleasant whether in the background or foreground of the milleu. And, hatred and vehement insults are par for the coutse for an almond-man in this part ofAmerica, It is simply another twittering tweet; and, thus, a proof of resiliency and the "shallowness" of a community who cannot accept that anything of value might come from those among them with certain social-labels, not as much as a glass of refreshing water shared with a small child.

If all this world shall allow is the labels of blasphemer, leper, rahab, gadarenes' legion, pharisee, sadducee, centurion, syrophenician woman, simply and faithfully know that the Lord has not left nor will leave you. Be the most faithful follwer that you can from the position at which currently you reside. Never cease pursuing Him as a overwieght nose-tackle takes an angle on the speediest up-back with a ten yard lead on the other hash marks; your tackle, or at least the effort, might hold sway in an important future event. Such as the next athetic-career opportunity.

You are in great company, Hebrews 11 – 12, those Halls of Faith.
Truth be told; the author would much rather not be sharing any of this, being "Biblically" unfit for any role in ministry other than a volunteer from among the comgregation, a miserable flop as a university-teacher , a researcher, engineer, and general employee whose work-roles are a history of intermittant starts and stops, how might he have anything worth sharing? He would likely be more of an embarassment for himself. And, possibly the Lord, in the eyes of non-believers.

But, in light of cost, an international wake a disruption that could have easily been avoided, if the America-stratified could have been united with the power of the XV Amendment, A cost most likely would never accept;

The hopes of averting a disruption in the MidWest, or sparing the innocent, as much as, possible. Especially, with the memory of the "off-cuff" comments about the "insanity" of "insane asylums" where clients often outnumber nursing staff 10:1. Yet, they are afraid of revolt.

The impressionability combined with the frustration , anger, and latent pains from unresolved problem, could result in their harm or another, both being innocent of any real crime.

Plus, the comment that this is a country, whose has grown so complancent in the comforts of its "material-blessings" that is misues such. This will result in its own detremiment beyond WTC cost, if one truly accepts the the lesson learnt by the Hebrews of the Old and New Teastament.

And, if life has afforded the great labels of "honorable" social status, please walk that walk with integrity.

In decending order of "precieved" social merit:

Those doctors among,

Q: How did Christ heal?

A: With a thought, word, or the appropraite touch. Look at the scriptural record.

Based upon the ancient Eastern lesson of the "greatest-known" and most "well-respected" physician, who did he say were the greatest physicians that he knew?

His second eldest sibling who saw the physical onset of a malady, intervened without breaching a person's vessel, by use of simple behavior changes or natural plant matter, was the second greatest.

And, the greatest he knew, his eldest brother could see the "on-set" of an unhealthy spirit and with prayer and petition bind such from doing harm.

And, he himself, the young of three siblings was so-well known that his name, eventually. became synonmous with medicine in the Sionese culture, he would poke, prod, and punture skin, prescribe pills, potions, and perform surgeries.

And, the lesson in this modern era, is that pediatricians who were spending a hour processing young client-investors healthcare, although they might not require an exam-time of more than fifteen minutes, are spinning them through a ten-fifteen minutes revovling door. It is healthcare not Wal-Mart. Volume sales are inappropriate. And, that oliogarchy of vendor is imploding some undr it own weight. Being a client-investor, whose practice-support can walk out his office, more quickly than an uncovered call option can plummet, one has some level of empowerment, if a negative social label has not been assigned.

And, the weight and cost, both social and spiritual, of being the best one can be in a dysfunctional system...

Strange note, while resting in a motel Saturday through Monday, after a short-walk on His portico, the authore nearly fell in a deep sleep. Being fatigued, the drowsiness was over-powering, a common symbol related with medicine appeared. It seemed that he was resting on a large white matress in an all-white room. The windows were open and long white curtains billowed, while a striong breeze flowed through them.

And, the depth of the somulent-pull incited a natural rush of stimulant-resistance and the memory that a small high-btu space heater had been started. And, he arose from from the temptation of "well-needed" rest and physical comfort. So, he might prevent a potential fire, from the type of heaters which are notorious for such. It was simply a wise precaution. The subsequent rest was not as sweet; but, it was safer!

It had been a long-term dream of becoming a physician, yet, from limited experience working at a medical center, "honest" researchers have more sway in help the general population, in terms of promoting and promulgating "effective" healthcare, provided pharmaceutical companies and medical professionals place their client-investors ahead of "pure-profit". And, the salraies ae more modest, with research technicians, being the real procedural disruptors in the field. Many, unknown, yet, they either ensure or undermine the integrity and quality of any research project.

And, on a label dispute, that should have been settled, years past, we, is the most important term that one can use in the alliegence with any affilliation, fraternal, or faith-based group, if one can carry it with pride through the praise, triumphs, losses, and streams of ridicule, and the verbal abuse that comes with failure, plua the most shameful of public blunders, such as the Big Red losing another one!

Who are we? The Sun does not eternally rest at its apihelion blessing us with its light. We are a small part of a much larger existence.

If you want any encouragement of pesonal value and wealth untold, know some cared enough that he would deal with Golgotha without complaining, cursing, or commanding the Hell and brimstone that most of us toss in our neighbors life's for the most niggerling of offenses with a niggardly-loathing.

If does not make one feel more important the most notable of men upon this earth, nothing shall, including wealth untold. It makes a personal Joy, disruptable, yet not destroyable. Join the God-fearing crowd.We are "Cool" as can be!

Have A Blest Journey. Do Not Trade It For Anything; It is Yours!




Wednesday, December 6, 2017

Solomons First Pages Of Disenchantenment | Eccl 1 | Vanity-Cuts

American - Vanity | The Self-Inflicted Cut |

May this week bring many more blessings...a "valuable-lesson" from this blend of somewhat worthwhile commentary, often descending beneath the decency, permissible for "public-expression", in light, of the depth of the shallowness, in a community, that does not speak about certain of its "social-aspects", plus the expectation that "abuse", when experienced, is never expressed openly, publicly, or possibly privately, if, perchance, the abuser would be discovered.

Seemingly, a "play-ground" for those who "relish" the joy of exerting power over the "vulnerable" and the perennial-American campaign promise, [all opposition, whether in action, word, or thought, shall be 'mercilessly crushed'...], expressed before a thunderous-wake of applause...

And, the mention of the implausible arising from a "mental-vanity-cut" excised, within the local public school system circa 1984, only solicits venom, in the current era. This slice of Americana was initiated with the handiwork of a person who could not withstand the sight of a "monkey" using a theorem by Pythagoras, constructing a "proof-composed" of only a pair of columns, deducing any aspect of his-monkiness, except inferiority, in a myriad of combined measured via Shockley, and seethed at the notion of the McKensian ratio of biblical-portions, 3:7:9. Thus, the "contact" made over trivial-ness, supported by those who will say anything for a grade, reward, employment, or payment receipt., especially, in light of a dilemma the size of which none, expect the most honest would dare say crossed memorable senses.

One, a vanity-slice of history, supported by local medical-centers, when a student, with an above average record, returned in a "vulnerable-state" from a "lottery-ish" opportunity as a student-athlete. Three decades of dopamine-blockers and, accidental,yet lethal results; yea, evil begets evil...robes warns, unrespected, yet, Americans value logos, currency with internal frailness, and the "flitter-flutter" of flattering words, subtle wars of civility, fought over issues of "social class" in a "class-less system", and lives lost, disrupted, and those who care little for another, whether near kin or beyond...

Vanity-Cuts

Do the dollars matter? Would my perspective be different with $1M+(US) in a local bank, verifiable, by the regional grifters. No! 

The counter-argument would be as it was when the prospects looked much better, "You should understand what struggle is?"

"You should see how hard living on minimum-wage is?" 

Such has been done, products generated, positive impacts had...And, low and behold, when made public locally, the "bankrupting machine" starts its cogs once again,,,and, uniformed-policeman, not necessarily, currently on the force confiscate personal transportation, paper and digital records, and cut after cut revolve for future resolution,,,

Vanity-Cuts,

Lessons unlernt by those who feel that Genesis 1 and John 3:16 grants a free reign in this earth for whatever they will, regardless of cost...

Vanity-Cuts

"The earth is ours and the fullness thereof; we can destroy at a whim and construct again.."

yea, a parody upon those who parody....

Vanity-Cuts

And, a web-history on nearby servers, managed by a team that has removed "embarrassing photos of activities among the hollowed halls of the privilege community in this America"...

Vanity Cuts...

A legacy of the American caste system blending with the opportunism and the cultural elements of prostitution from the 1960s-1970s.

Vanity-Cuts

Ugly, they be...

And, the understanding that "unity-based-upon-any-criteria" is often a ploy, meet for deception, unified with the work of a local female physician, of slight build, with the accompanying secondary physical characteristics, deemed important measures of beauty, and her rate of "breast-cancer" diagnoses requiring a mastectomy. 

And, the historical rate of squamish cells among women, between twenty and sixty.

-Vanity-Cuts

The knowledge that these "squamish-cells" often resemble those of cancer, on an x-ray, and the diagnosis of "cancer"incites a fear, nearly, as great as, "insanity of any type", or imminent "heart-failure". Plus, an unwise trust combined with an awe of "enviable educations" results in the exploitation of both.

And, the game of power, who is on top, who is ahead, who is most "well-known", who is most "well-appreciated", stemming from a Fall in 1975, and the onset of trouble, resulted in a "vanity-cut" America inflicted upon itself, WTC 09.11.2001.

Is it a story? Believe what you will. A Green Miler might say, "I could not hep it!" Your biases will guide your response. 

Local response is quite telling. Such is the nature of most men. One can never lose his life, hoping he brings others away from a terminal darkness; yet, if they love the "slow-death" of America, a chase for money, lasciviousness, and the rest...how can a single person make any impact against an unstoppable force..except by saying..."look at ya!"

For men, as defined by scripture [Exodus 22:18-19, and homosexuality], these abominations, which should induce vomiting on sight, are rather unnaturally common-place in America: witchcraft, bestiality, and homosexuality.

In terms, of the Most Holy, the mere appearance of haughtiness, is a "nausea-inducing" sight.

And, we destroy each other over the very skills he has given us so we might share inn the desired the betterment of a community, which He has for us, a betterment which few seek being a part, unless they can be the focus of its members...

Foolish us...

And, physicians, doctorates, degreed, and non, whom are below the character prerequisite for admitting a mistake or placing it upon the shoulders of the vulnerable, such as assigning a child, the "challenged", or "impaired" a blame, which simply could not be theirs,,,American character...

And, the tournament of demands for "error-omission", they joy of a mistake made, a deadlock of fingernails and tender-spots; we shall all reach freedom with a simultaneous-scream, "we were at fault" let go...Vanity-Cuts

Men cut from history, so beautiful they could not be tolerate, 20 Million +, 6 Million +, the 1 in 10, and the reversal of gerrymanders, and the standard structure...the removal of the blind, the cripple, and the crazy, and the who,,.

Vanity-Cuts

[Please avoid looking for footage of a physical one; They are ugly and potentially lethal]

May We Be The Blest State Which We Might Be... Free of Unnecessary-Cuts

On the Lost Understanding of Mirth | Harm Lands Upon The Hands Of Those Who Do

May your days be blest.. For many, that wonderful thumping which occurs in one's chest, that rapid succession of heart-pumps, that exhilaration, arising from those aspects of this world which stimulate mirth, happiness, and feelings of comfort, pleasure, and "safe-happiness" is a wonderful norm of life.. This physiological-response which was not quite properly understood during the author's youth, and early childhood; accidentally became reassigned.

While a toddler, it occurred, most frequently, when hugging "mom", "dad", or spending time with a playmate, who lived in the unit above us. Being, a few months younger, and of "comparable" hue, she was much like a little sibling, whose age and complexion would permit her being a "kusina". Yet, the near proximity, with family and those so lovely, kind and gentle in spirit and gesture, that they must be counted as such, solicited thump, thump, and thump, in ever increasing and rapid-succession.

Not "having-a-full-understanding" of physiology, it is 'well-known" that it is the case that "certain-responses" can be reassigned. During college's journey, "the author" met someone with a slight "motor-irregularity". It was only "apparent" when she ran, seeing that a slight "gallop" was present. 

The author's suggestion arising from "medical-nievete" was, try simultaneously "reassigning-and-coupling" another portion of your nervous system with that which would normally control your "leg-function". Try a "short-jog" of only a few metres wiggling a pair of fingers. And, seeing that one cannot control nor predict what one cannot measure, try tracking or sensing your progress. 

And, keep at it, while progressively wiggling more fingers, until the digits on each hand is actively moving, and your arm's are also coordinated with a regular "running-motion". Did it work? If so, the author knows not. Only a year was spent at the small-college.  If so, springbok, skip, caper, run, prance, and, dance; and, help a similar gazelle, antelope, or deere with the palsy of "medically-advised" lethargy. A general public only, the prey for the "business-minded" physician, lacks the escape of a tournament of cooperative supports.  

This "motor-nerve-reassignment" hypothesis was based upon the knowledge that many with "hydrocephalus" whose "brain-tissue" might be displaced by "internal" pockets of liquids, such as water; can think, reason, and function, "extremely-well", despite only having a "small-fraction" of their "original" brain-tissue available.

Yet, physiological-reassignment can occur, And, revealing the subtlties of how such is done, could be dangerous, considering the level of character, honor, intelligence, and nobility of the bulk of the American populous. They might enjoy harassing another human with various "sensory-stimuli" until that person defecated, losing control of his bowels or bladder, at the most inopportune moment, and laugh, guffaw, and chortle, "stupid ape, [list of pejoratives]!". 

Should such be done for the betterment of some; and, destruction, demeaning, and debasement of others? America, the choice is yours; the current off-shoot of some such nonsense, is the international warring from which we cannot part, like those last-minutes of a "high-school" car-date when youthful indiscretions cannot say good-bye without one more toxic-Judasian kiss and embrace.

Yet, the most "critical-misassignment" of a "physiological-response" was that "mirth" felt, while in the presence of "family and those who are akin". At a small kitchenette eating meals, on a sofa with big 'Muenster-grins", riding a hobby-horse, seeing a chaperoned Disney-matinee at theatre, so aptly named "Fox", or running the gamut of capers with  the most mischievous of fellows, a "second-generation" immigrant from Ankara, these, among my God-given brothers and sisters, in a place, where a King Author, might have never resided, and the nearest "round-table" was likely found in Graden of Children in a centre of learning inspired by the American inventor, Thomas Alva Edison; these primary few would solicit the "mirth-response". Followed by, a sudden attack upon it, based upon an "ocular gleam" and the sight of a "mountain of cheese" is a community tradition.

And, the mixture of "righteous" and "wicked" offerings on this earth; and, the "lack of adherence" with scriptural guidance, in our country's walk; and, the resulting choices one makes through time and chance, the gradual rememberence of "thump"-reassignment. A response solicited from being amongst "kindred-hearts" translated, most erroneously, becoming a "lust-response". 

For, others, whom might have started life in a family of "deer-hunters", "pheasant-hunters", or "fishermen", and , eventually, participated in an "aggressive-sport", then "joined" police or military service that "thumpish-thrill" might occur with the landing of a baton, expelling of mace, or "reddish-glow" from the end of a muzzle. Or, the potential for such an experience. Worse yet, it might occur when one combatant expels his last breathe, after writhing in anguish. 

And, memories of a "youngster" who derived such joy from trapping a "grasshopper", "less-than-year-old locust" in this region, who can only march forward with his ranks, facing the "gum-of-a-child's-shoe" and crushed with "a giddy-gleam". 

A person last seen around late-1989 and the strange responses that a burrito might solicit from a small-town, known for garlic festivals, possibly Modesto, California. And, the unfortunate weakness of Americans, who cannot simply say, "Get lost; or, we will make your life miserable!". And, the final bell tolls, in a new-era in a September long-past.

And, the "highly-unfortunate" nature of the "mirth-lust" coupling that draws one from a "appropriate-Christian" love for others, females, and responses when presented "unhealthy" stimuli, associated with it, most properly called exchanged, "physical-insults", arising from "degenerate-sexual-behavior". 

And, decades of "research" by psychologist, sociologist, and such claiming that one is simply exploring the "adult-world" of sexuality, and one's place among other adults. In truth, based upon religious standards, this might "best" described as a "world of degenerate behavior",Yet, it is so common; that, being otherwise, is seen as strange, peculiar, weird, or a signal of steeped-perverted behavior or predilections.

 Being that life has not presented "the appropriate opportunity" for marrying, raising children, whether my own or adopted. And, living the challenges, struggles, and joys of parenthood, if you can enjoy the life of a "happy family", your children are one of the many "apples-of-your-eye", plus you see that they are deriving the pleasure of "mirthful-thumps" for the wrong reasons, correction would be wise. And upon examining yourself, one asks, if it is not "her charms", such as her glib, jocular style, the "subtle-inflection" in her speaking, her smile, eyes, unique combination of lever-length and movement, called one's gait, "it is something in the way she moves that moves me.", while striding along a gravel-road, skipping in a field of wildflowers, or simply, washing dishes, laundering clothes, or replacing the oil in your small four-cylinder truck, which causes "hertzen-feuer", thump, thump, thump, yet, the "thrill" of "exchanging-insults" which this world calls "real love" ...stop ,,,think ...pause, and ask how might this improve, one small "pitter-patter" step, at a time,

And, on the subject of Him. Yea, there is something in the Way He moves that moves me...the rustle in the trees, the raging rivers and placidity of oceans and seas, Yea, there is something in the Way He moves that me,,, the frosted crest of mountain-top;s yes, the drop of an avalanche in a child's sippy-cup. Yea, there is something in the Way He moves that moves me; mercies unmerited, and blessing untold, for wicked, righteous, young, and old,,,Yea, there is something on the Way He moves that moves me, as lunar and solar cycles combine; producing illuminations, surreal and sublime, Yea, there is something in the Way He moves that moves me,,,partitioning dark from light; day from night,,. Yea, there is something in the Way He that moves that moves me....separating sinew from bone; leading His Sheep home,,, Yea, there is something in the Way He moves me.. whether resting secure or in steeped-fear; He is always near...... Yea, there is something in the Way He moves that me...


If, at all possible, if one can derive mirth from the reading of scripture, first and far most, then one has formed a "the-mot-vital-of-relationships", the most criticial "tie-that-binds" tethering one with a peace that passes understanding. In the midst of an American community that derives pleasure from ruffling the feathers of the peaceful, assuming that such tests religious fidelity, yet such only causes confusion. 

And, often many enjoy seeing the "frantic-behaviors" of a person worn and frazzled, from the burden those everyday dramas with a heap of trauma al a mode. If assessing kindredness of spirit, one should simply, ask another person "direct-questions": surrounding scripture, then observe his actions, in the normal flow of life events.

And, on proper mirth-reassignment, simply read scripture with the understanding that its meaning should bring peace anf harmony in a fallen world. And, though this will bring rebuke, ire, and social harassment, being among those "sincere-sheep" of other folds, spoken of, is of greater value, than the among the dogs and swine of a common moniker who prize the pods of life, and believe Christianity is a "guarantee" based on physical characteristic. And, the areas of the "developed-world" are positioned "well-below" the standard set in scripture for "stable-healthy-communities"; These are the inversions of the modern world.

Friday, December 1, 2017

An apology for my misbehavior...y'all ain't.

` Fall of 2017 on November 30th.

Corporate WalMart,

Here is a proof of an expressible public statement, whose resisted vocalization in religious centers, which profess a adherence with it, Matthew 5:17-20 (KJV, NASB, and NIV ), and this in America.

Given these premises:

Galatians 5:22-26
Galatians 5:10-21
Galatians 5:17
2 Timothy 2:15
Matthew 5:17-20
Galatians 5:18
[ St. John 3:16, St. John 1:1, Isaiah prophesied that He, the expected Messiah, would be born of a
virgin, and my personally memories of scripture which might be fallible, at any time, say that it was Luke, Jesus' disciple and a physician, recounting a statement heard while traveling alongside Jesus Christ, that the death of the one Who disciples him, would be the propitiation for sins of mankind, liberating the repented sinner for eternal damnation ]

And, from the reasoning tools man has collected over centuries, called hypothetical syllogism, modus ponus, and modus tollens, the above premises concluding with the seventh, a corollary, combining the premises which it contains, form in a complete totality, a tournament of teachings in the New Testament, with a tournament being a complete interconnection of such expressions, this is also a called a clique, in social terms representing a group of living beings who work in conjunction for a common goals, not necessarily the combative connotation.

In a harmonious unison they elevate Old and New Testaments, a covenant a overlapping faith tradition making them both Law, and neither mere suggestions.

And, from the “multivariate”-connotations on the word “burden” being a “fetter” of rehabilitation from correction or “guiding one must following”, this resolves the the test of one's heart, spirit, soul, and mind, stating the desires of one the description of the acceptance of the carnal flesh or gifts of the Spirit stated in the above Laws.

And, “in-light” of this country's contract, a declaration of “independance or independence”, predicated on the Old and Testament of the founding fathers, which were were all Christians by 'self-profession”, this community called America, a place of freedom of expression, including control over one's own physical space, containing a halo of respectable distant, from one's person this includes in spaces such a grocery payment queue, and, if one has establish sufficient affiliate trust, then placing one hand on another's shoulder, either the front or rear, is acceptable by standard American social-mores, or possibly the crown of a child's head. The social crime drawn from the misconception of one's faith-affiliation and unmerited penalty Americas best known weapon a never-ending weapon of a mace spiked with hate, greed, and “Scriptural-resistant” ignorance, the virulence of poison, when one might be fully shunned from “long-group” membership with differing traditional customs upon ingesting swine, a sure signal of strict Islam, or a calve seared in its mother milk, a sure sign of being a strict Hebrew.
This is shameful in a country of guaranteed liberties, the pursuit of the Lord's Joy misnamed as happiness, the resultant evolution of this country's “legal-code”, resulting in the pleasantries of the “promise” American Dream, and the guaranteed Life Everlasting, for Hebrews, Christians, and Islamist. When the agricultural knowledge developed over man's history, some already lost, permits the the “gradual-abatement” of the loss of other lives on this earth which the Book of Genesis, stated that those who adhere with the Law should care for, these least among us and those very vulnerable, your “neighborhood-squirrel”, and the others whom one might see in the same “vicinity” that the Lord says we should tend and care, a form of “servant-leadership”, those in forced growth camps in the Heartland, a land of His salt, would horses and cows enjoy trampling those who devoured them and mistreated them fully-knowing the truth of scripture. The same brutality and the issues of manhood associated with the aggression of a football, and the events of the days surrounding September 4-5, 1988, plus numerous more that time does not permit explaining, and the docile nature that grows within one, including domesticated boars, recorded in western history, and research on incisor-size in canines that ate more plant products. This is a recent study, within the last four decade, of this country.

And, in light, of the violent nature of American schools, hospitals, and other places of forced incarceration, would not providing the non-negotiable meals, therein, with a bounty of vegetables.
It might produce a settling of those spirits of aggression wrapped in hate, almost a pig in a buttery- blanket. A common breakfast meal of children in a land of America, search for its true inner beauty that might reach exterior, not based upon its current “white-washed” sepulchral state, yet those expectations, desired-goals, and aspiration set when many believe the Creator of this universe called the Heaven and Earth, from the account found in Genesis, are the same the father who strives for the perfection that Jesus Christ said that all of us can attain, and after the cleansing of the leper told him that he should travel forth and live a earthly “life-free” of sin. This is the very Luke 11:13, plus father references in Ephesian 5-6.

Those versed in man's formal and exacting, recorded systems of logically “reasoning”, both rigid and with various permissible “softer” interpretations, possibly those same Cambridge University professors, who make an effort, at the logical deduction and proof of the these same Testaments. A possible hand-written proof, expressing alternate capitalization of characters in the form of English, used with the [ C | c ]-annons of Christianity, based upon its standard rules of usage for such based upon the secular and non-secular understandings. The law of human languages, permitting alternate interpretations of terms, that emit a light of nuanced meaning elicited from interpretation.

And, for Corporate-Wal-Mart, my heart-felt apologies for the “instance occuring” at Sitel Corporation on March 15-19, 1999, based upon the best on my recollection, in which a retractable-hunting knife of about four inches in length was used in an unmerited assault, seeing that he was not the only precipitous force of my enduring challenges, truly only entering the level of difficult, starting in September 1988. time and distance from Omaha produced a fresh-mind that might have made some of your revenue advances since then, and from those memories of being 'bright” child, your logistics and other business function might have profited as the Lord blest you through me, if such is acceptable.
It was the sin that most dogs would not commit willing ingest a vomit, it never hoped that it would see again, a mixture of what was and still might be palatable plus that which is meet for the digestive tract.

Knowing the nature of the America's southern state reverberation of hope for all Americans, those shoppers in your stores, and the difficult adjustments for those who were taught differently from their parents knee, based upon the teaching in Proverbs, these among our community were call snake. The seeds of distrust still produce weeds of hatred, yet some life-long snakes, one who might have been feigning partial Jewish heritage, based upon the negative slurs and personal frugality or might have been infiltrating Kluklos activity, cry at the sight of a vase of flowers, seeing that such do not last-long, and, those “thin-water” relationships that reach some level of thickening from proximity and those kind actions, whether the pretense of toleration or since, the lasting effect was a shown appreciation for the delivery of an egg-shell mattress, at a critical time for a family member of theirs, and the difficulty seen on her face that others did not detect. It is simply easier recognizing an effect when is distant enough from a family unit that one has not seen before.

With such said, the act was the result of a myriad of factor, that in a instance, over a decade after the most critical of occurrences lasting less than twenty-four hours in a Haldol induced, a very aggressive treatment for the symptoms of fatigue induced by my first year of preseason training at a Division-I school. And the event of the preceding year, which cost a young man his life, from simply running until exhaustion, and his heart simply did not recovery. The athletic regimen, at the time, was built on the philosophy that one must work until muscular failure. Some muscle fail and do not recover, especially one that has been pumping before we left our mother' wombs, this is a heavy-duty task. And, such memories were not present when a local attorney offered ten years, for what might have merited a few weeks, based upon human resource civil rights laws and the years of aggravation generated from local physician who would not accept those private conversation in their office about liabilities at a respectable southern school, those types of schools throughout the nation whose reputations produce their various revenue streams, yet they might fall short, as everyone does, a short pause occurred, and this simply did not seem properly just. So, the accepted offer was Not Responsible by Insanity.

As for me, my life has contained the lightest of duty, with many special challenge classes, with in the local public school system, a single trip south of the Rio Grande in a beautiful port city, and many more. Some minor difficulties have occurred, yet complaining a world were heart stop before a child see the light of day, must be done with prudence and wisdom. .Knowing my heritage, being African American, and the struggle of the Civil Rights era, during the 1950s and 1960s, might have been fully established during the Reconstruction after 1864, yet, if one has an unknown legal right, would someone openly share such knowledge, if they could not accept the free and global expression of this.

And, textbooks might vary over time and region, yet my siblings' text from a local law school states that the Constitutional Amendment granting voting rights, without limitations set by skin color and gender, plus other factors, accept age, were fully available then. So every American was a “fully-vested” citizen at such a time and has been since, although treatment has varied.

Not being sure, if such was known at your “corporate-level” a person, in unit 520, might have had terrorist affiliation living beneath me, in unit 521, at Preston at Willow Bend, shortly after 2002. the site of the Circle K ranch, replete with Thoroughbreds, long before the ducks arrived in Willow Bend, Willow Bend country. Upon peering through the space in his micro-blinds, the sight of a VHS tape, from Nazi International Films, depicted a “swastika-badge” on the area near Mogadishu, in east south central Africa and one in Kosovo, this was most likely areas of partial control. Knowing the nature of apartment living, my ears adjust although my speech likely remains discernible in other neighboring units. After the natural audible thought process that many graduate student participate in produced a questioning of Goedel's Halting theorem, the dispersion of “dog”was cast upward. In truth, this was the recurrence of latent computing reasoning, a combination of classes in formal methods, in a Nebraska University, which used a concept called a “loop-invariant”, and similar notes drafted on a Quadrangle of dorms in the American south, in those days, when a slight touch of “devlishness” would enter my research thinking. The term “loop-invariant” would be called a sentinel or guard based the highly adept teaching of the graduate student who lead the lecture. Yet, the slight of hand, in thought, producing a notion of the “logical-condition” that maintains the “processing-state” of repetition, without allowing any varying from this state, although the logical condition's terms might vary while the condition persists with a logical “truth-value” of true or false, until whose “truth-value” reversal permits a release from the looping structure's held state of iterations. And, seeing that the formal method approaches check the “processing-states” of a “computing-procedure” from inception until finish, with adequate verification at the most vital positions between start and finish. It might insure that a process halts successfully, without entering an undesired infinite loop. This is, if such, is not a design goal of the process, such as some global routines, containing the transient-actions, running on a Tandem Computer. Some of such have been processing since the mid-1970s controlling air traffic. Another use of such “effectively infinite” loops are the controlling process that allow for use of your windowing interface on a Apple, Microsoft, variably-affiliated Unix-flavor computer running the operating system from one of the “aforesaid” resources. These processing state integrity validations, where label P(state) before a series of operations that might alter it and the companion Q(state) after such, a set of mathematical-based labels for initial and final state. Modern electronic computing is simply a burgeoning field replacing the old role of mathematicians who performed calculations with paper and pencil, such as insurance actuaries. This is a simple concept that many traditional housewives, help, and domestics would learn naturally while cooking, laundering, or any other time-dependent work-process, whose “unexpected-early” or “long-forgotten” completion would spell the disaster of a ruined meal or worse fire, and in the case of washing, produce mildew. Yet, in the light of that mysterious field of apparent Merlinish magic, such an innovation seems phenomenal, seeing that it might produce a fortune. The entire mass of humanity, at any age, and possibly others could reason with sufficient skills, needed for producing a product coveted by the average American. Yet, upon finding this same work published under a copyright in the late 1970s, under the name Zohar Manna, and upon a rereading of Genesis, the realization, that Hebrews and those within the Land of Promise,.held fast affiliation, loyalty, and trust, and possibly a tie of “familial-strength” via a person named Zohar and that “wonderful gift” found upon the ground, Manna. Plus, a distant memory of the thoughts of such a name, during junior high, upon reading of a soldier of fortune magazine, seeing the counter intelligence operations programs for the American Kluklos, plus articles detailing that Hilter was alive and well in South America. Considering such might be the practice of genocide and “social-role” based upon the most trivial of factors, the spirit of nazism, And, the knowledge that many old battles, stemming from faith conflict in Spain, near 1000, whose old wound seethe which a revival of the thick scars of distrust built from simply not being aware of the homogeneous nature of humanity's composition of wickedness and righteousness, and the wide and narrow-roads traveled, by all.

In short, only a nazi, would attempt the second most boldest of reverse gerrymandering. When a country, whom local schools taught was the size of Oregon first tried conquering the world, the result were unsuccessful, yet most, who want it all keep trying incessantly. And, the struggle for destroying the world's “largest-faith” group, a portion of the Followers of the Books, of the Old and New Testament and those who might be coupled with them. Will this be another failure, when some many are on conquering binges. Truth be told, my only goal in life is assisting and having purpose, common goals for Christians.

And, after mentioning while on the phone that I would visit one of facilities near my address and by my grandmother's favorite, red-velet cake, which her rendition might have one of a plain cake iced with red Rex Jelly. Well, what was ingested induced simultaneous vomiting and solid defecation. Well, life has not seen me complain much. Although I did ask your oil replacement center, if they would fill the oil until the top line of the meniscus on the gauge. This is highly irregular for me. Plus, another insult might have been the application for a position at a Wal-Mart in that area, Yet, my employment options were nil and employment was highly unstable, and it was presumed that your organization would be forgiving. I never stood with a sign in your stores around here, and any real difficulties did not occur until living in a city, where I was basically unknown, such a my first days of college. So, forgive me. Also, a phone call made in the Fall of 1993, asked for advice from the last person in the world that I would speak with resolving the resolution of latent memories suggestive of my difficulties at my first late Summer college training camp. A person whom had not been a thought, while away from Omaha, and whose “enemy-status” was well-establish. In fact, I adopted the alias Joseph so I would be wise enough that I would avoid any such relationship in the future, and make better choices after a successful complete year of college. So, these were acts of desperation for the resolution of work-need or confusion reduction. And, the cake plus a swift “click” resolved both. And, the lessons learnt when holding a vulnerable social label, such as cups of water, that result in rapid agitation. Informal medical study has shown that nicotine, will send non-smokers on a spass run and smokers a slide of somnolence. And, this compound, which might be in liquid-form, does not stimulate taste-buds.
And, a self-set fire occurring only a few days later, from comparable issues. The trouble of labels and many believing that I might have access that might produce a fortune for them. While in the Dallas-area, I was told that I was given a large some of wealth. The world seemed incredible hostile, only a few cars where on the road, and the stores where nearly empty with only a single clerk at a register. It seemed that I had the we had the run of the city. The clerk only smiled a sly grin when handed currency. It was not a life that I would much enjoy, although the experience since telling a classmate of acquaintances in senior management at the retired Sun Microsystems, life simply has been an undulating ride of a bumpy downward professional ride.

So, in conclusion, your manager who did not try halting my rash behavior while in an agitated state, should have never been put through the work-difficulties, that he experienced. He looked much the same as I did at my most medicated and overworked. I might have mentioned, that he should try some time dealing with this issue, unnecessary “thought-limiting” medications..In truth, such a state I would not wish on my worst enemy. And, worse exists in this world.

And, the management of the store, who were also participating in the local computing program where I worked as a teaching assistant, tested the bounds on my hearing. And, based upon my experience this always spells trouble. My ears are more sensitive than most adults my age, yet on occasion they will open completely when I intentionally adjust them, or an immediate emergency occurs. They said that I had a 'perfect-ear” based upon the World War I, military standard. And, the nature of the psychology and psychiatry fields and the use of those skills for producing income, instead of healing. And, couple with the “idolized nature” of some professions. Plus, the mixture of aspects of who my exterior says that I am. And, the trouble generated in Wal-Mart, plus a person beneath me in unit 520 at Preston Road, near the 2471th block, whose-affiliation, with the “Nazi-party” was unknown for your corporation, since the recycled condos' management team said that he was a private investigator.

And, know the reward, for such, is a blessed vacation of the Lord's Portico. The “true-blessing” of diligent work in America. Pardon my immaturity, stemming from a seven-year olds, an age far past one's permanently-fixed character, based upon the field of science that have sold all of me, being a theist from birth am I, and my not non-stop acts of impetuousness placing in a hypnotist chair long after being hypnotized near March 7, 1973 by some we will called a true contrarian, a possible-oblate.

Pardon my diabolic nature I must be the devil himself, Jody. Whose baptism was on April 1, 1978, a “classic-rejoiner”, the cameo, we all know who disrupted an Indian Creek, and a whole “whole-congregation”, now what did the “alacrity of acumen” of the greatest persecutor of “all-time” say, tell this idiot once and kick him out, verbally and obviously! Hypnosis-over!

I have being doing this since "code-named" d.a.r.y.l.l in a warm place near the sauna, with those classic exercise machines with rotating "curvey" rotating roller-pins, that faked misunderstanding, "what are you doing lady"!


Monday, November 27, 2017

Forgive Appearances | Attention Beyond Occasional Conversations | Is More Than a Happy-Introvert Needs

Blessings! Born a happy-introvert, those with a peculiar and enigmatic glibness, or the incessant speaking, that is only found during elementary physical education classes or, when one breaches that moat of placidity, are best left in a sea of happiness. The leviathan, lurking beneath, is shielded by leagues and fathoms of still waters that are best not troubled. Many of us, know the nature of such humans, and the larger that they are the more fun other have in agitating for those classic second grade shows, proceeded by the announcement, "fight, fight, fight", and the master of ceremonies closing statement, "he started it; it was all his fault!" And, be careful of bruising a reed or dousing a wick, these are criminal acts sufficient of carrying fifty consecutive life sentences with daily executions. A day of clemency only arises if one those who loathe you are caught in their. Then, one becomes the greatest friend for which a person could ever ask. Until the master of ceremonies can start the show again. Peacefulness....

The author's only most precious life's moments are memories of conversation whether rife and replete with pseudo-pallism, faux-friendship or the acrid act of subtle haughty arrogance of academic-elitism. And, be wary the subtle-writings spun at times, so being unintentional, its simply the relearning of an old "personally-chosen" stylistic choice when writing.

Sharing a final gift, with my birth-parents was a photo of real wealth. It likely brought memories of bouncing upon my birth-father's knee during my second Christmas. After the melanin grew rich and almond, the straight black strands met a standard of intricacy acceptable for my birth-parentage, and those mostly silver-eyes started growing an orange-ish marzipan brown, now more of a "dollar-bill" green, the memorable bouncing that is uncomfortable, yet, a (giggle,gleam)-factory when produced is a tell-tale sign of a first child's existence. If the "finest-nuances" of parenting came with instructions as well-written as Proverbs, Genesis, the Harmony of the Gospels, and the teaching on familial-ties in Obadiah, and the potent message of skill-teaching with a slightest of reference about a "missing book" of this faith-tradition lost in antiquity, this world's families would be much more closely-knit and stable. And, the resultant world community's condition. Ask someone whose opinion would be considered credible. 

And, those moments in life are the only payment we receive and give or friends, foes, and (faux,foe) friends, or should that be spelt with a Negroid "fo-friends", the product of a brokenness is speech that was birthed from the subtle-nature of communication which both insulted those who would not permit a quality "speech-style" from some and lifted a community that uses such. So "fo-friends", seeing that some of us cannot muster a fave-five!

And, a "short-pause" and "pitter-patter" along the path of what some feel truly matters might have some "bright gleams" form the most beautiful crest, the amicable mutual aims, and those days of baking soda laced "toll-house" chocolate-chip, raisin, and walnut cookies plus the peroxide on scraps the subsequent band-aid and wide Munster grins.

Where is this world's "true-wealth", when is the last-time that you marveled at your precious, like that deranged character living among catacombs in the Hobbit or the Lord of the Rings?

Did some marauder steal those misty memory?

And, those memories of a "Joyce-ian" epiphany, the remorse of not spending more time with the one  who was seeking your attention. And, who is condemned for corporate-public communication with the world's Creator, based upon the fear of ignorance, the criticism of being overly oppressive in the application of  the Law that governs its community within its own borders, and long-standing distrust taught by America. And, talking with the Word mentioned John 1:1 (KJV) would likely bring more smiles from fo-friends than wiles. And, this road the world community runs.

And, the moment when we were wise enough that we would read scripture until eye's waters from fatigue. And, those memories of eating at enemies tables and walking in the Valley of Death, described Psalm twenty-three. Those times when ones's eyes glanced, yet did not fully-register, the threat of a predator and His Staff simply lead ones gaze along, the final expected destination reached, in full-safety. And, those streams of tears in private or  public service, with fo-friends near than those would dare pray for you and mention such publicly. When the "happy-introvert" becomes the scandalous and most scrupulous among communities which value ingots over their future generation's viability.

And, if life has slide. spiritually beyond one's initial goal, try a Garden moment. It is the one of the inversion the occur in the life of American adults. When adolescent, one might steal away with someone who would forget you faster the a sibbolething "fo-friend" if it meant they suffering in the least-bit stating a word of defense. Taking a short-moment for a peck on the cheek, a clandestine moment of hand-holding, and those dances which do not make any sound accept for the Temptation's symphony in your mind's ear, was often done with the knowledge of parental rebuke.

Pursuing faith is much the same in adulthood. And, the garden moment for those who have dealt with more sin than they would chose for themselves. Those who cannot live such a lifestyle, but could proudly, publicly, and fragrantly engage in the sins that scripture's condemn.

This beautiful garden moment that many struggling rural families of year's past could enjoy; a moment that would bring raucous laughter and derisive comments from those who enjoy large slices of farm-fresh bone in ham, thick porterhouse steaks, and the impermissible, and medically unhealthy, addition of a potato with a large helping of dairy products, the drinks both hard and soft.

And, the unknown, and from a standpoint of a country's traditions and the satanic deception saying the meals of the wealthy are the best, in light of the admonishment about desiring a wealthy man's dainties, and the price he shall and must pay. This might not arise from the fee paid in acquiring the meal; yet, the consequence of he himself ingesting the poisons that accompany wealth. Those who tunnel through decaying plant-matter producing the soft rich soils for planting in their draught, and the unnatural heart and spirit of one embalmed in the a tequila vat, the worm of cankerous intent.
And, the price of enjoying luxuries dainties versus that plenteous, everywhere, and abundant. And, the lesson in Genesis and Proverbs advocating a plant and herb-based diet, which does not include the smoking of a weed that grows most commonly in sewage and rain-water trenches. If someone called a cheeseburger a fresh plum would you eat it regularly? What is it was a person with a bestowed medical doctorate?

And, the beautiful of life that does not permit exorbitant waste, the consumption of items from yesterday's evening, noontime, and morning meals. And, the thought of grits, finely ground hominy, also called farina, oatmeal, rice, possibly some greens, collard, turnips, or mustard, the hopeful purple hull peas, aka, black-eyed peas, and a modest cup of water, plus some juice. Forgive this statement, it is one of the many that prevent my participation in modern medicine, after working as an NIH apprentice at the local medical center while in secondary school and college. The tint in fermented wine, that "mature" in dark cellars and casks for centuries and often cost an "impressible amount", is available in "virgin wine", simply basic red grape juice. This promotes "heart-health" and the "ethyl-alcohol" which accompanies fermented wines damages internal organs, especially liver and brain function. This is why Saul who became Paul said a little wine for the stomach is healthy. How did you hear it? Your life's position might effect one's view.

Does this coincide with the great Janssen, Pfizer, and other grand-gifts of healing that result in more damage. Carefully, review the spoken disclaimers for solving frequent urination, with a pill. When did eight large glasses of liquids every day become supplanted with tumblers, some holding over one hundred ounces. And, that country "horse-sense", when an equus will turn away from a trough after physical-activity, naturalness versus the "religiousity" of unhealthy routine. Unique situations of "physical-exertion" require larger more and the norm is sixty-four ounce for the average-sized person.

And, if you who have not had anyone share a concern of Corinthian's charity of "chapter-thirteen" and life is more insane than one could have ever imagined. And, if a moment in a Garden on Earth would require more security than the American Central Intelligence Agency and the Presidential Secret Service could or would bother supplying anyone or an invisible man cloaking would allow, enjoy this moment! Fix a plate of enjoyable vegetables for the early morning's daily bread. They might not be fresh and steamed, or from frozen, they might simply be poured from a can and warmed. Pray an honest prayer! Be thankful for a healthy meal; one life in developed nations says is "not worth eating", and enjoy at least one meal in His Garden. Ever have one; Life taught the value of doing so, and when shared among those who will not question status quo in faith or society, unless it involves herbs that weeds and the supposed joy of drinking sour mash, hatred, rebuke, and loathing flew in my direction.

And, the miracles that occurred in my life that could occur in anyone's were despised by those who simply cannot accept that the Creator loves the entirety of his creation, human and non-human, with an unbiased love. It such works for what some might deem and call not worth the courtesies extended the bulk of individuals within his community; would it not work for you. You blessing is coming simply trust that it will arrive. The focused sunshine, the "long-lost" appearance of a memorable species of woodland cinch, unseen for decades, whether planted by an unbeliever, in jest, he surely could not control sunlight. It was not a comfort for this author who was unsure of his future, it was for those who have chased after the beauty that you felt his life is, and the promise that a peace yet unknown can be yours!

Now, if my life here or Eternal one falls short of mine desired goal, the blame is mine and mine alone. Why? Another human controlling another's behavior is an impossibility. So, how might guilt rest on someone's shoulders? This should be a obviously ugly use of rhetoric. Pardon, children, woman, and men abducted, abused, and possibly killed? You likely were a willing party, as every rape-victim in history is!

And, be quite happy that one has proven my lack of "intelligence" and have recorded a personal and public "failure" that might be emblazoned in a historical context. Write it down in the very book that those bin of "fo-friends" were admonished that they record the very words spoken, when they conveniently promised this or that plus dismissed me with a hollow statement.

It should be said, being a fine comedic composition-ist, self-deprecating humor is one of arrows in this quiver. And, whether accepted or not Dangerfiled, yea Ol' Rodney spoke a few of those classic quips from the typical adolescent foolishness of Americans birthed from this idiots mouth. Admitting stupidity, ownership of mistakes mine and quite frequently others, and complete failure produced the stream of academic marks that infuriated certain instructor's in the local public school system, in which, he produced the work which so many cannot accept. So, the rebuke and praise are kingly, profoundly, and scripturaly: tied-inextricably.

And, the long-lost memory of water hoses and German shepherds working for the "well-being" of a community that met force with non-violence, a technique taught across the five major faiths, and ever-so, if we, how big is this "human-cluclos" drawn, "we" get serious? The use of forcefulness and threat of violence when a personal's physical-boundaries were breached by a small-segment, and the lesson that man of a similar-mindset and common teaching could see by what still is the "visible" discriminant the proves most devise in this nation. And, that Ol' lesson from Paul about quelling congregational discord.

And, those who might say "prayer transforms things" and the others who are allowed the statement, "prayer changes things", and the crime of an "unacceptable" synonym spat from the lips of the unseen and invisible social dilemma that could not forcibly placed upon its home shores, and the shame that this classic of many Christian churches fits a march more than a the beautiful long-metre of "Guide Me Over, Oh Thou Great Jehovah"..."We have come this far by faith, leaning on the Lord, trusting in His Holy Word, He has never failed us yet! Oh, Oh, Oh, cannot turn around! We have come this far,by faith!"

And, the most important lesson that this experience had by those who call themselves, Black, the possibly out-growth of denied free-speech and self-expression with GQ BLT parades, and the lesson of English that  "black" is synonymous with evil and wickedness in a community which is more visible in the dark deep purples of night than other men, the danger that lurk in any community with woodland and marches that might contain feral, hungry carnivores and the distrust common in the meeting of a strangers, and the deeper skin-hues of some men. The "in-bred, branded" hatred that only permitted African composers of hymns and those which were written for such men, only allowed touching the black keys. This birth a language of praise called  a penta-tonic scale. Not in that it should be misconstrued with the concept of five associated with satanic worship, touching only the black keys allows "five-tones" with the common septa-tonic scale, do-ray-me-fa-so-la-de-do, which form a linked octave of eight sounds. It most like should be considered a incidental symbolism derived from the five often connoting the number of book of the Law and the evilness in the heart of the Old Plantation South. And, the modern reverberations that ripple in America this day. And, the nature of subtle fights, insults, and hatred present in this era.

That those popular statements of "self-knowledge" found in popular music describing each other in fond-terms such as "honey-dips", "cinnamon", "caramels", "chocolate", and the many other positive terms, denoting ones' truer physical appearance were met with disdain from some in other groups.

The very products that "best-nourish" these strange strands found upon a this "peanut head" and others, often are removed from the market. Combinations of plant oils make it grow like a mustard seed. Yea, a big Ol' Shrub! And, a fellow with such grew dreadlocks past his shoulders, in only a few months, with a mixture of strawberries, bananas, kiwi, and other oils, when his hair never much exceed four or five inches while in secondary school over such time. And, the most dangerous and telling dissertation topic for Washington Univerisity's Brown School of Social Work, "if a man first likes himself, he has very little troubling liking another, regardless of positive and possibly enviable trait, such is a question of 'noble oblesse'." Forgive any misspelling! The memory from older dictionaries disagrees with current "on-line" dictionary, which spell such as "Noblesse oblige". The "full-knowledge" of one's lineage and parentage protended from the Scriptual lesson of son-ship thought by Christ and accepted by certain Protestant denominations, the model of the Luke 11:11-13(KJV) Father and Creator, and the lessons of being shameful of His Name and "familial-affiliation", and the command travel forth and never sin again, plus be ye perfected as the Father is above. An extrapolation of this Unique parentage that many Christians will not try living for a single day with the common teaching the someone's suffering covers your daily "weak-willed" silliness.

And, the knowledge of the more-offish boldness prompting "value for some" of interrogating the teachers, of unquestionable social position and "combative~color", is a classic and quite acceptable method of learning and mastering the skills and objectives needed for properly completing the "work-tasks" of a "high-school, college, and professional school graduate".  One proceeding the days of the school of Pythagoras and Christ who use the combination of walking with a discussion groups ospeak off disciplines, beyond the famous twelve. And, value of teachings-religious stated with subtle implicitness connected with the annealing of concepts.

And, if an instructor cannot accept correction, especially when intentionally stating an incorrect assertion. Those great subtle test of the most powerful teachers, including the "gentle" challenge found by a woman called a "dog" in the New Testament and the acceptance of a "correction" by the Teacher, seeing that the most appropriate-term could not be thought of. And, a senseless argument over a claimed blasphemy that likely will arises, the non-stop "gamemanship" of semantics, and the "inexpressible-ness" of man's anthropomorphism-limited understanding of a Divine Nature part a clay vessel. 

And, the true message, the value of asking if what was said was intended tactfully, and the "demon-possessed" boldness of challenging such statements as a cost of carrying the "self-proclaimed" social-label of Christian, the social acceptance such buys in an America, fighting the other "black-faiths" of the World's other five majors and some its own denominations, offshoots, and the originally-claimed universal church, Catholicism, at times. And, the results hated in academic settings, why the possible potential of full academic scholarships and the everyday products, both beneficial and not, which some will never publicly admit? If you are interested in seeing real "wealth" read and question the Scriptures, if any religious teacher is wise enough that he will accept such and teach his sheep how such should be done, free of arrogance, with the wisdom of whom should be questioned, at an age when the choice of tolerating potential harm is that of a parent, and the option of choosing the solid foods that he finds which meets his heart's desires although they might be "non-traditional".

And,  the unique social parenting and religious approaches. One being, if you really interested in learning of Him, you will find His Cross and follow Him; And, the spoon-feeding at an early age that often continues until one is elderly and the effectiveness and weakness of both approaches, the nature of humanness across this globe and that missed marks in every nation. If you really want water, sometimes you must search for it...Yea, the handmaid!

And, the vehement rebuke against a group who has never believe; one few would dare exclaim in a woodland where archery was taught, yea Enosh. The week of fasting when every days lunch was paid paid, yet uneaten by the author. The collocated memory by insult and those 1978 second grade memories of a scary academic focus, days without lunch or recess, and girls in a classroom taller than the author, the tallest student of any upon entry during the Fall. And, the summer school attendance. with the arts and crafts plus simple tasks of the first few weeks. And, the "cluelessness" of a child without at least a "fo-friend", in class. And, a distant memory of someone saying the classes should have moved between teachers based upon subject. And, a parent asking if he was planning on graduating with his class. And, the only memorable "summa cum laude" written on an elementary report card. And, the research performed throughout third and sixth grade, by whom, the Le Raun who dared suppose that occasionally the hooded rodents would rather conduct research than chase cheese. This suggestive of an intelligence greater than a doctorate of psychology from the local state university system, on the part of the rodent. Yea, knowledge puffs up and divides; and certain children are dealt with in the same fashion as adults for pettier offenses. And, the results that must be a lie! Why?

None of use can truly accept Him in the America! The Plymouth Rock America! The "reservation-system" America. The "Jim Crow" America. The Amendment XV America. The "classic conservatism" must rule America. And, the most beautiful promise, that sight of angelic beings singing....


Of the Lampstands...

Of the Horseman...

And, of the Great Whore that runs rampant and seduces....

Do not take such personally, such a dance requires a "whore-monger" partner-ship.

and, so many promises paralleling past, present, and future events.

Holy! Holy! Holy! Is the Lamb!

And, possibly an epilogical statement call me Judas, call me Anti-Christ, yet, simply read and study the Word, and then ye shall meet He!

Many Blessing Meet Your Repentance And Be Meet For Beatitudes One Cannot Fathom.

 



Sunday, November 26, 2017

Low-on that Corinthian's "Thirteenth-Measure"

During these shallow-years of measures of "little-importance": intelligence, emotion, material-wealth, physical-prowess, fornicative-feats, and many others, extremely few among us use the chapter in Corinthians on "charity", properly defined as Godly-love, as a personal assessment of meeting the Lord's standard, basis for "healthy-communities".

A "non-traditional" Gospel-tune, based in a "rap-genre" that might be considered irreverent by some, states "the measure of one's love is the amount of hatred which he can love through". Such is a synopsis of this chapter of Corinthians.

And, in "all-honesty" those who hate such for being spoken, if you could be free from the sins that bind you and the troubles that have surmounted in your life from a lack of receiving or sharing a Corithian's thirteen style love, at a very critical time in your or someonelse's life, be honest with one person whom you shall help with such a message and shall never tell another soul. And, let us pray that it makes a difference in our lives. For those who might understand "us" and "we" differently than one who cherishes celibacy over carnal romance, "us" and "we" includes any human, regardless of physical characteristic: skin-tone, complexion, hue, eye-pigments, and hair-textures.

And, if you cannot accept this "comment", then enjoy satan and the "wages" that come with serving him.

For someone, who showed up on "a door-step" not his, remember the proverb, "be weary about crossing another man threshold" and "be cautious about putting one's feet under another man's table.", especially, when one is only seeking more Mammon.

One had a "wealth" that was sufficient for surviving in one's region of birth, if one had made a "sufficient monthly budget" that provided support for thirty-six months, in a rural area of the country.
Plus, a qualified employee most likely would find basic employment for "supporting a frugal-lifestyle". The one of which someone is a proponent.

And, considering the author's personal health predicament and the nature of dishonesty in this field, he could have easily negotiated with that hospital system one was avoiding, but placing others in while part of a conservatory team in the City of Angels, and exchanged you and your slew of physical illness, retirement accounts, and savings for a reduction in medications sufficient for working without with impairment.

And, a hard-head make for an incredibly welted posterior. Were not you told that one should continue working in your role, find a modest apartment, and your horrible credit score, from your fiasco that you abandoned because you could not properly handle the marital situation,in which you found yourself, would correct itself if you simply paid your bills on-time and, early if possible.

Was not your strategy finding a wife and some dependants who could provide a reduction, in taxes.
And the financial genius you are found a woman with "excellent-credit" and bullied her until she put you on her card. Your 'credit-rating" was tied with hers and your salary eventually exceeded hers. Then, you "bullied" her until she relinquished her employment, by her report. And she was fired for openly disagreeing with the"homosexual-lifestyle" of a co-worker at the employer that you shared. And, stating one's well-phrased, non-insulting, or demeaning personal opinion about a lifestyle one would not choose is not a crime.

And, you tried "bullying" her until she put you on her home mortgage, by promising her a new "bigger" home.

Remember, when you gained control of the bulk of the wealth! Who placed a woman on an allowance who earned education and professional abilities might have vastly exceeded yours. And, that "giggling" about do you need some bread and tossing five dollars at her. Why, so she could buy a loaf of Wonder Bread and prepare your lunches, in a work-role that she would likely out-perform you
at. Anyone with the old twelfth-grade reading equivalent can function well in such a technical position. And, seeing that those free college tutorials, before the days of the WWW, should have taught much based upon the way, in which they were accepted, your teacher,and the resultant problems upon embarrassing a co-worker.

It might be OldTimer's setting in, but when she halted signing over her home before the button for ejection seat was pushed, and you left at the most inopportune time for her did you not  think that it would ever reach a "full-circle".

Kind-hearted, easy men and women are not dogs nor stupid for being such. And, considering that you would say that the author was worse than a "woman" for "helping a person" who could help himself.

This is the very reason some sincere ministry leaders ans social-workers cease the generounous with which they started early in their careers.

Most likely admitting one needs help for those simple aspects of life that are not difficult for others means one is deficient. And, the desire that one see such a deficiency in the ones who help lifted one from whatever state he found himself. This reversal of fate is not the "transference" spoken of by social scientist. It is the very "nerve" of anti-social behavior that place some in the predicaments which they find themselves.Yes,it is that streak of devilishness that all the beatings, caneings, and whippings will never drive from someone until they experience a heart-change.

When your heart grows calloused concerning someone in your life, get out of theirs, otherwise pray that such "hardness of heart" abates and never returns Plus, try being "descent" with one's exit. Repercussions can occur..

When someone is afraid of living in an apartment of their own in a new town, that might have relatives in it and is minute, in comparison with Los Angeles, plus having adequate employment for doing so, it is not the least-bit surprising when they ae scared of calling Dominoes and ordering a pizza!

And, this is the simple successful lifestyle of a man, who characterizes those who thrive so-well and know how one handles women.

And, the lesson learnt from the hops-blend on ice in a large plastic tumbler left at your doorstep. If you would mind your manners in the convenience store, from whence the cup came, and be one your "best-behavior" as you were when you arrived, you would have never picked-up your addiction again, could have stayed, and might have been set free from your problem

Remember how one trains a military dog for intelligence? It will likely save one time and time again; until it surmise that one is simply beyond incorrigible. Dogs have sense, and this logically projects that humans with the same loyalty, forgiving, self-disciplined, selfless, and faithful nature might have a "tad-bit" also.

And, that hate which mounts, when one criticizes another for enjoying Gospel, scripture reading, and living a life that he chooses.Unfortunately, this is an issue of following "respectable" rules; the some troubling behavioral issue that resulted in early life opportunities for the author. The issue that was a contributing factor in rating the years of unnecessary medications, and the presumed complete gullibility. Look,women frequently are as dangerous as men in their unique ways. Many of the author's physicians were women. And, they would relish the profits glean from exploiting a vulnerable man, women, or child. And, the more potent a person was only solicited more pleasure when they were "percieve-ably" exerting control.

And, the lack of medication, being that Gospel music, scripture, prayer, and a life of "pro-social" rule followship, causes turmoil and discord. The desire that one make a mistake that is "widely-visible" so he might experience the criticism that you do. When he honestly says that he makes mistakes and shares with you how he avoids trouble that you have, please do not mimic his positive function and try inducing your negative functions in him, if you have such a disdain for him, especially his lippiness.

And, a hat that he author will not try loving through. Why? He has not hung on Golgatha nor would willing do for any of you. And, if his sole well of love make this world revovle. It stopped with revelation that an overwhelming perpoderance of human's play that same, tired pitiful molesters game. They will mistreat one in the shameful of ways, then offer a  treat for assuaging your pain and possibly any compunction that they feel. And once all is forgotten, the cycle of mistreatment restarts.

This is way solemness, Stoic-ness, and healthy-indifference coupled with compassionate Christian behavior allows for a peaceful joy and content which is not always on the surface. Oh those beautiful adolescent years and the lessons learnt! Never cry "you do not love me, because Mr Christian did not hand over the money, homework, or affection that many wanted" Truth is you did not love me and the more that the author gave, the more many took...."