May your days be blest.. For many, that
wonderful thumping which occurs in one's chest, that rapid succession
of heart-pumps, that exhilaration, arising from those aspects of this
world which stimulate mirth, happiness, and feelings of comfort,
pleasure, and "safe-happiness" is a wonderful norm of life.. This physiological-response
which was not quite properly understood during the author's youth, and early childhood; accidentally became reassigned.
While a toddler, it occurred, most
frequently, when hugging "mom", "dad", or
spending time with a playmate, who lived in the unit above us. Being,
a few months younger, and of "comparable" hue, she was much
like a little sibling, whose age and complexion would permit her being
a "kusina". Yet, the near proximity, with family and those
so lovely, kind and gentle in spirit and gesture, that they must be
counted as such, solicited thump, thump, and thump, in ever increasing
and rapid-succession.
Not "having-a-full-understanding"
of physiology, it is 'well-known" that it is the case that
"certain-responses" can be reassigned. During college's
journey, "the author" met someone with a slight
"motor-irregularity". It was only "apparent"
when she ran, seeing that a slight "gallop" was present.
The author's suggestion arising from "medical-nievete" was,
try simultaneously "reassigning-and-coupling" another
portion of your nervous system with that which would normally control
your "leg-function". Try a "short-jog" of only a
few metres wiggling a pair of fingers. And, seeing that one cannot
control nor predict what one cannot measure, try tracking or sensing
your progress.
And, keep at it, while progressively wiggling more
fingers, until the digits on each hand is actively moving, and your
arm's are also coordinated with a regular "running-motion".
Did it work? If so, the author knows not. Only a year was spent at
the small-college. If so, springbok, skip, caper, run, prance, and, dance; and, help a similar gazelle, antelope, or deere with the palsy of "medically-advised" lethargy. A general public only, the prey for the "business-minded" physician, lacks the escape of a tournament of cooperative supports.
This "motor-nerve-reassignment"
hypothesis was based upon the knowledge that many with
"hydrocephalus" whose "brain-tissue" might be
displaced by "internal" pockets of liquids, such as water;
can think, reason, and function, "extremely-well", despite only having
a "small-fraction" of their "original"
brain-tissue available.
Yet, physiological-reassignment can
occur, And, revealing the subtlties of how such is done, could be
dangerous, considering the level of character, honor, intelligence,
and nobility of the bulk of the American populous. They might enjoy
harassing another human with various "sensory-stimuli"
until that person defecated, losing control of his bowels or bladder,
at the most inopportune moment, and laugh, guffaw, and chortle,
"stupid ape, [list of pejoratives]!".
Should such be done
for the betterment of some; and, destruction, demeaning, and
debasement of others? America, the choice is yours; the current
off-shoot of some such nonsense, is the international warring from which we cannot part,
like those last-minutes of a "high-school" car-date when
youthful indiscretions cannot say good-bye without one more toxic-Judasian
kiss and embrace.
Yet, the most "critical-misassignment"
of a "physiological-response" was that "mirth"
felt, while in the presence of "family and those who are akin".
At a small kitchenette eating meals, on a sofa with big
'Muenster-grins", riding a hobby-horse, seeing a chaperoned
Disney-matinee at theatre, so aptly named "Fox", or running
the gamut of capers with the most mischievous of fellows, a
"second-generation" immigrant from Ankara, these, among my
God-given brothers and sisters, in a place, where a King Author,
might have never resided, and the nearest "round-table" was
likely found in Graden of Children in a centre of learning inspired
by the American inventor, Thomas Alva Edison; these primary few would
solicit the "mirth-response". Followed by, a sudden attack upon it,
based upon an "ocular gleam" and the sight of a "mountain
of cheese" is a community tradition.
And, the mixture of "righteous"
and "wicked" offerings on this earth; and, the "lack
of adherence" with scriptural guidance, in our country's
walk; and, the resulting choices one makes through time and chance, the gradual rememberence of "thump"-reassignment. A
response solicited from being amongst "kindred-hearts"
translated, most erroneously, becoming a "lust-response".
For, others, whom might have started life in a family of
"deer-hunters", "pheasant-hunters", or
"fishermen", and , eventually, participated in an
"aggressive-sport", then "joined" police or
military service that "thumpish-thrill" might occur with the landing of
a baton, expelling of mace, or "reddish-glow" from the end
of a muzzle. Or, the potential for such an experience. Worse yet, it might occur when one combatant expels
his last breathe, after writhing in anguish.
And, memories of a
"youngster" who derived such joy from trapping a
"grasshopper", "less-than-year-old locust" in this region, who can only
march forward with his ranks, facing the
"gum-of-a-child's-shoe" and crushed with "a giddy-gleam".
A person last seen around late-1989 and the strange responses that a
burrito might solicit from a small-town, known for garlic festivals,
possibly Modesto, California. And, the unfortunate weakness of
Americans, who cannot simply say, "Get lost; or, we will make
your life miserable!". And, the final bell tolls, in a new-era in a September long-past.
And, the "highly-unfortunate"
nature of the "mirth-lust" coupling that draws one from a
"appropriate-Christian" love for others,
females, and responses when presented "unhealthy" stimuli,
associated with it, most properly called exchanged,
"physical-insults", arising from
"degenerate-sexual-behavior".
And, decades of "research"
by psychologist, sociologist, and such claiming that one is simply
exploring the "adult-world" of sexuality, and one's place
among other adults. In truth, based upon religious standards, this
might "best" described as a "world of degenerate
behavior",Yet, it is so common; that, being otherwise, is seen
as strange, peculiar, weird, or a signal of steeped-perverted
behavior or predilections.
Being that life has not presented "the
appropriate opportunity" for marrying, raising children, whether
my own or adopted. And, living the challenges, struggles, and joys of
parenthood, if you can enjoy the life of a "happy family", your children are one of the many "apples-of-your-eye", plus you see that they are deriving the pleasure of "mirthful-thumps"
for the wrong reasons, correction would be wise. And upon examining yourself, one asks, if it
is not "her charms", such as her glib, jocular style, the "subtle-inflection" in her
speaking, her smile, eyes, unique combination of lever-length and
movement, called one's gait, "it is something in the way she
moves that moves me.", while striding along a gravel-road,
skipping in a field of wildflowers, or simply, washing dishes,
laundering clothes, or replacing the oil in your small four-cylinder
truck, which causes "hertzen-feuer", thump, thump, thump,
yet, the "thrill" of "exchanging-insults" which this
world calls "real love" ...stop ,,,think ...pause, and ask how
might this improve, one small "pitter-patter" step, at a
time,
And, on the subject of Him. Yea, there
is something in the Way He moves that moves me...the rustle in the
trees, the raging rivers and placidity of oceans and seas, Yea, there
is something in the Way He moves that me,,, the frosted crest of
mountain-top;s yes, the drop of an avalanche in a child's sippy-cup.
Yea, there is something in the Way He moves that moves me; mercies
unmerited, and blessing untold, for wicked, righteous, young, and
old,,,Yea, there is something on the Way He moves that moves me, as
lunar and solar cycles combine; producing illuminations, surreal and
sublime, Yea, there is something in the Way He moves that moves
me,,,partitioning dark from light; day from night,,. Yea, there is
something in the Way He that moves that moves me....separating sinew
from bone; leading His Sheep home,,, Yea, there is something in the
Way He moves me.. whether resting secure or in steeped-fear; He is
always near...... Yea, there is something in the Way He moves that
me...
If, at all possible, if one can derive
mirth from the reading of scripture, first and far most, then one has
formed a "the-mot-vital-of-relationships", the most
criticial "tie-that-binds" tethering one with a peace that
passes understanding. In the midst of an American community that
derives pleasure from ruffling the feathers of the peaceful, assuming
that such tests religious fidelity, yet such only causes confusion.
And, often many enjoy seeing the "frantic-behaviors" of a
person worn and frazzled, from the burden those everyday dramas with
a heap of trauma al a mode. If assessing kindredness of spirit, one should
simply, ask another person "direct-questions": surrounding
scripture, then observe his actions, in the normal flow of life
events.
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